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I'm Changing My Blog!

2011-08-03T09:01:00.000-07:00

11:22am

Hello, Hello!

     I guess it would be polite to introduce myself first, correct? I'm Rocket and I'm a 21 year old female blogger based out of New York City.

     I've been going back and forth about what to do with my blogs. I've decided to delete my Spanish language blog and keep this one and my tell-all. It's become a hassle keeping up with 3 blogs, a twitter, a tumblr and 4 facebooks. (Don't ask, as you can clearly see, I have a lot of time on my hands)

    I'm going to be starting school soon but I'll try my best to update at least every other day. As far as the change of blog goes, I've decided to make it more me. Meaning that yes it will be more fashion oriented (like all the other blogs out there) but instead of Chanel, Louis Vuitton, Prada and Versace you'll see Fairy GothMother, F*ck The Mainstream, Pleaser and Betsey Johnson (no one said I can't be cute and girly!) among others.

   My taste is more alternative and I've yet to find a serious alternative blogger so I decided to be the FIRST! Don't get my wrong, I still have my girly side, I guess what I'm trying to convey is:

      JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE ALTERNATIVE, DOESN'T MEAN YOU CAN'T BE FABULOUS!

Another reason I wanted to change my blog is that I am a vegan and it's difficult for me to find decent cruelty free products, especially offline. I'd like to help my fellow vegans and vegans-to-be by finding those oh-so-elusive cruelty free products. Be them clothing, accessories, make-up or beauty products.

   In other words, this blog will be your one stop blog for all things: ALTERNATIVE, VEGAN and FABULOUS!! :)

Will you join me on this journey?

If you're interested in knowing where to find me, check out my itsmyurls account (*HERE*)

Rock On!! :),

RR

Baby Beckham Is Here!!

2011-07-10T19:08:00.000-07:00

10:04pm

WELCOME TO THE WORLD HARPER SEVEN BECKHAM!! :)

No wonder I dreamt lastnight that I was a doula assisting in calming Victoria Beckham down and keeping her serene through her contractions, LOL. I get on MSN and see she had given birth. I must be able to have some sort of preminitions...LOL. Congrats to all of them on their healthy baby girl !! God Bless! :)

xoxo,

Rocket

P.S.: Kate Hudson also has given birth to her second son. :)

Update! (Again)

2011-07-03T19:41:00.000-07:00

10:19pm

I've decided to let go of the 25 day challenge for a while, it started to irritate me, being ''confined'' to one thing. I won't apologise for not updating more, it's irritating and I'm lazy. Firstly, I want to say congrats to Pink and Carey Hart on the birth of their first child Willow Sage Hart. :)

Secondly, I've decided to do my own spin on one of my favourite blogs. In other words, this blog is going to be the me version of Marianna's. Clean, short, simple, sweet and to the point. Is it me or is it crowded here?

~For anything in Spanish, please redirect yourself to my Spanish blog *here*

~For those of you that would like my 2 cents on a certain subject, and like cold hard truth go to my tell-all blog *here*

In other news: I've yet to find a facewash/scrub/cleanser that works for me. I have very oily skin and nothin works. Any suggestions?

I've been wanting to try Chaz Dean'sWEN line of hair products for over a year Has anyone tried them? I've heard good things about them:

Thinking of giving it a go, the one in the picture is a 30 day supply, if I like what it does I may get auto delivery from QVC.

(And according to the personal email I recieved, it's cruelty free which is a PLUS!!)

I'm planning on cutting my hair like Kiera Knightly did for Domino:

Thoughts? My hair now is slightly longer, only slighty. But the thing is my hair is too curly. Grr. LOL.

I hope to one day find some treatment + the WEN and given some time, it'll grow like this:

(photo credit: Cutesygirl.com)

Thoughts? Help?

xoxo,

Rocket

Sometimes I Wonder..

2011-06-25T11:29:00.001-07:00

2:28pm

Sometimes I wonder why I have blogs. I have 3 blogs that one bothers to read (if you read and you don't comment it's like you didn't read so don't give me any lip!!).

Thinking of deleting.

*sigh*

........................
Rocket :/

NEW BLOG! :)

2011-06-21T02:50:00.000-07:00

5:43am

*Sorry for the giant text...no, not really ;)

How many times have I posted in less than 2 hours? Is this a record for me? Hmm..anywho, I had a blog up that I never updated so yesterday morning at 11:10 am I realised somethings:

1) I have a lot to say and no one to listen and
2) I have this blog that I'm doing nothing with.

So I changed the blog topic and now it's been christened: ''Rocket's World'' (catchy, huh?!) well, in this blog I'll be updating about everything, from the old to the new, to everything in between and things that should happen. It's where I don't hold anything back. Note that I'm extremely blunt, honest and opinionated and it may offend some people, in other words if you can't take the heat...get a fan for your laptop!

I hope you brought an umbrella cos it's raining cold hard truth up in here! ;)

Check out the link here!: CLICK IT, YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO ;)

P.S: Don't worry, I'll still be posting here and in my Spanish blog. You're not getting rid of me that easily ;)

xoxo,

Rocket :)

Day 13: Discuss Your First Kiss

2011-06-21T02:06:00.000-07:00

4:51am

       This is awkward, so bare with me.

      I was in highschool, 9th grade. It happened in March, I turned 14 in November. There was a boy that supposedly fancied me. After about a week of ''woo-ing'' me, I still don't know why I said ''yes'' to being his girlfriend. But I did. Anywho a few days later, I was with a few friends and him and it was afterschool, we were walking to the bus stop and after a few minutes the bus came. My friends kept telling me to hurry up because I was going to miss the bus. (One lived in my same complex, the other lived around the corner and we always took the bus together) well, I couldn't go catch the bus because my new boyfriend (*cringe*) was holding me and wouldn't let go. I kept telling him I had to go and as I looked on towards the bus I turned towards him a bit and he kissed me.

   Long story short, I know..too late, he let go, I managed to catch the bus with my friends and I left.

That was it, not cool, cute or dramatic.

Meh....

Next, challenge...

xoxo,

Rocket

Day #12 : A Picture Of The Place You Were Born

2011-06-21T01:45:00.000-07:00

4:40am

You thought I was going to put a landmark didn't you?
Sorry, not going to happen.

I'm a C-Section baby.....

Day 11: My Biggest Fear

2011-06-13T16:31:00.000-07:00

7:10pm

      I haven't been really updating this blog like I used to, and I know I should. I maintain this for other people, but the ones that read don't comment, so how will I know what else to write about?

      Leave a comment, please!!

     My biggest fear is something that seems so real at the moment. If not imminent. My biggest fear is that I'll be on my deathbed and, well you know how they say that right before you die you'll see your life flash before your eyes, well my biggest fear is that when I'm dying I'll see my life and think, ''I didnt do anything fun, I didnt have any adventures, travels, see things I've dreamed of seeing, truly experience things I've wanted to experience my entire life. I've lived (x) amount of years and have NOTHING to show for it''

That terrifies me.

xoxo,

Rocket

Day 10: A Picture Of Your Favourite Relative

2011-06-06T12:05:00.000-07:00

2:57pm

My Princess

Bette Noir

Day #9: My Favourite Blog(s)

2011-05-31T19:39:00.000-07:00

10:06pm
Tunes: ふたり by: Yuya Matsushita <3

My favourite bloggers:

Xiaxue

Her Blog

Her Twitter

Mariannann

Her Blog

Facebook Fanpage

Crystal Shong

Zoella

Lia Mack

Happy Reading, and Tweeting! :)

xoxo, Dia <3

Day #8: 10 Things I'd Like To Say To 10 Different People Without Using Names

2011-05-31T18:52:00.000-07:00

8:58pm

I know I've been putting off the 25 Day Challenge, I've been avoiding doing #7. Sorry to have to do this, since it isnt part of the game but Yes, I skipped Day #7: Talk about your idol and how they influence you. I dont feel comfertable talking about it at the moment. Perhaps one day, I'll be okay with expressing that, but at the moment I feel a bit silly. Sorry. Here's number Day #8:

Person 1: You ruined my entire childhood and you have no idea how much you have traumatised me.

Person 2: I feel I need to be a clone of you and at the same time I feel like I could never be anywhere near as good as you in other peoples' eyes.

Person 3: I wish we could have a better relationship..or rather, a relationship in general.

Person 4: If it weren't for you, there would be no me on this planet. You've helped me more than you will ever know.

Person 5: I dont understand why you dislike me so much. Were you always a hypocrite or is this a recent thing. And most importantly, how come I never caught on. No worries, you're toxic and you're gone.

Person 6: You are one of the few good memories I have of highschool, thank you for being you!!

Person 7: Although you dont remember (thank goodness!) you are the person that helped me realise something about myself that to this day I find difficult to accept. Funny thing is, I wanted to be just like you. And I look at your FB and I think, yeah....I still want to be like her, all these years later.

Person 8: You used to be so sweet and you've turned into a complete and total brat. You better hope you don't end up living with me before you're 18. I'm not a hard arse, I just know how children should be raised, and your parents need to take lessons from me. Just sayin'

Person 9: Bitch! You stole my nose!!!

Person 10: There is no person that has inspired me more than you. Strange enough, I pretty much *just* ''discovered'' you and in such a short time you've inspired me to not only be a better person, but more positive, outgoing, talkative,social and to follow my dreams and never give up.Not to mention, I could be having *the* worst day ever and one blog/FB entry or one video or even just a picture of you smiling totally makes me feel so much better. You've done so much for me and you don't even know. I hope to meet you one day, just to say: ''Thank you for being *YOU*'' :]

*I wish I could post a picture and a name to that, but...damn rules!*

(This has been a fun one! :))

A.S.I.S,

Dia <3

Cause: Honk To Support Japan!! :)

2011-05-16T03:45:00.000-07:00

6:34am

    For those of you that have been following me for a while, you all know that Japan and all things Japanese are things that are very near and dear to my heart, the tsunami/earthquake/afterquakes/aftermath of Japan has left me, personally devastated in my heart (yes, that's how much I love Japan). No one deserves something like that, especially NOT the Japanese (and for the moron that told me on YT that they deserved it because they 'killed' his grandfather in Pearl Harbour, I hope you read the reply I sent you and understood it!!)

   I was on facebook this morning and I found a like page that can help. Through this page you can donate to the American Red Cross which will in turn donate 100% of the proceeds to Japan. Please like and spread the word on this page, be it on your own blogs or your facebooks or twitter. Japan is a lovely country, with lovely people, food, culture and history. Even if it's only 10.00$ USD that you can give, it may not seem like a lot to you, but to the people that have little to nothing, it's something!!

   Please Like and Remind! :)

Click to become a fan!!--> CLICK HERE!!

''Colours'' Tag: Yellow

2011-05-16T03:34:00.000-07:00

6:29am

7 Facts about my school:

1. It's not in the same place I live in.
2. I also plan on doing my Masters there.
3. It's name starts with an ''H''.
4. It offers Asian studies ^__^
5. It's not a campus which has dorms.
6. It also offers African studies.
7. I like it there :)

P.S.: IDK what's going on with the tags -__-''

''Colours'' Tag: Green

2011-05-12T01:01:00.000-07:00

4:01am

8 Facts About My Pet

1. She is a British Bombay cat
2. She is spayed
3. Her gait is sideways (you have to see it to believe it)
4. She likes Vanilla ice cream!
5. She loves cream cheese!
6. She came into my life at the perfect time!
7. She knows me better than I know myself
8. She is a human on the inside! :)

....AND SHE ENJOYS WRITING! :)

''Colours'' Tag: Blue

2011-05-12T00:51:00.000-07:00

3:50am

9 Facts About My Family

1. I don't like talking about my family
2. We aren't a close family.
3. I have two (although I count three) different nationalities and they ALWAYS disagree with each other.
4. My parents were born in two different countries.
5. I don't speak to my fathers' side of the family.
6. I don't like my mothers' side of the family.
7. ''Nucleur'' is something we don't know about.
8. This isnt really a fact about them, but Im struggling with this one
9. Thank goodness this is over.

-_-'' Please dont make me talk about them again!

''Colours'' Tag: Purple

2011-05-12T00:42:00.000-07:00

3:40am

Yes, I'm avoiding the next 25 Day Challenge, It's hard to put it into words....but I'll get to it.

Purple! :)

10 Facts About My Room:

1. The walls are 2 shades of PINK.
2. It only has one window.
3. The tiles are FUGLY
4. It has posters on the ceiling from 2003.
5. I'm too lazy to take those posters down.
6. It's creepy when there isn't light, because it's PITCH black.
7. Part of the room is taken by something else.
8. It's not decorated the way I want it to be and I fear that it won't ever be.
9. The bed is NEVER made.
10. I share it with my cat. ;)

Tag: Colours!!

2011-05-12T00:34:00.000-07:00

3:34am

Type your entry in the colours shown

Purple; 10 facts about your room
Blue; 9 facts about your family
Green; 8 facts about your pets
Yellow; 7 facts about your school
Orange; 6 facts about your home town
Red; 5 facts about your first bestfriend(s)
Pink; 4 facts about your parents
White; 3 facts about yourself
Grey; 2 facts about your favorite foods
Black; 1 fact about yourself that you don’t show on Blogger.

*Yes, I'm avoiding trying to write the next part of the 25 day challenge!, it's hard to put it into words!!*

The British Royal Wedding

2011-05-08T20:29:00.000-07:00

9:00pm

Location: NYC
Mood: Hungry
Tunes: ''It Wasn't Me'' by: Shaggy feat. Ricardo ''RikRok'' Ducent

     I know it's been a week and a day here since Prince William and Princess Catherine (I'm going to try to get used to that, it's been like 10 years, I'm calling her Princess Kate!!) have married and being the horrible blogger that I am, I'm talking about it now. In my defense, I've had absolutely NO quiet at home and I cannot write when it's not quiet, not to mention I've had the flu. When I have the flu, not only am I *the* most irritating person ill person ever, but I'm also not in the mood to do anything! So, pardon the lateness.

   I'm happy to say that I didn't miss a thing of the wedding, actually I turned the tele off after they left the balcony. I'm happy they finally married because as I said it had been about 10 years since they started dating. I always knew they'd end up together, I just hope that it was BEFORE he started losing his hair.

Pictures!!:

Princess Kate looking BEAUTIFUL in her Alexander McQueen dress!! I love the lace and I especially love that William said ''You look beautiful'' when he finally saw her at the altar! :)

The train, in my opinion for a royal wedding was the perfect length, not to long, not too short. Although Kate's younger sister Pippa carrying it so high that you can practially see under it while she walked into Westminster...not okay.

See??

In other news, as much as I liked Kate's dress, I'd hate to say this but...Pippa's dressed stole the show!! (as they say). It was beautiful, simple, classy, elegant, and ofcourse modern and tasteful. My first impression was ''Waaahhhhhh?? OMG! look at that dress!!''. Mind you, I had a tiny idea of who this woman was.

Take a look at the front:

*____*

Look at the bridesmaids!! So adorable!! :)

Ms. Sara Burton, my hat goes off to you x2!! :)

Another reason I say Pippa stole the show is her hair, take a looksie!! I'm not a big fan of curls (my hair is naturally disturbingly curly) but her hair looked fabulous!

Okay, enough Pippa love...let's talk about something that actually bothered me.....Prince Harry.

Now, as a lover of all things Ginger (INcluding the actual spice, EXcluding the Spice Girl, and as a person that has secretly wanted red hair and freckles since kindergarten), Harry has ALWAYS been my favourite of the two princes, but is it me or did he look MUCH older than 26?? (I wont even post a picture). But that's not the worst part, the worst part was at the Abbey when he took of his cap. Seems Harry is also loosing his ginger locks. (*fangirl screams: ''NOOOOOOOOO''*) and to top it all off, they went away from the cameras BEFORE they reached the altar and what? He didn't even fix it!! (I don't know is this a girl thing, we fuss with everything, they...they just stand there and scratch their, uh..man-liness-eses??!!)

*sigh* Let us remember a slighty younger Harry:

*swoon*

Whatever, I just want to give him a big ol' brunette-filled hug!! :)

But before I end this entry with lovely pictures and well wishes to the happy couple, what the hekka is up with all the jokes about Pippa and Harry making a cute couple?? As a person that barely looked into Kate's family, her brother is....well, not anywhere near attractive and Pippa is Okay. But I prefer Pippa wayyyyy over this:

I'll let you decide on that and everything else that's unholy in this picture.

On to non-hot mess related things:

THE DOUBLE KISS!!:

Yes, they kissed twice!! ^___^

So Cute! :)

    May Kate and William be eternally happy and healthy and live together far away all the drama and sadness that has pained the BRF for well, ever. I truly do feel that this is the turn of a new leaf for the BRF and I hope this wedding brings them into the 21st century and makes them modern.


  Yes, I will be talking about the hat! Next post! :)

A.S.I.S,

Dia <3

But Seriously Mariah...

2011-05-08T17:58:00.000-07:00

7:57pm

I've never been a fan of Mariah Carey, in fact, she is one of top 5 ''singers'' I don't like. But as a person that is into names and their meanings, I've been very interested in what she would name her twins (that were supposedly conceived ''naturally''). Turns out she named the girl Monroe and the boy Moroccan Scott.

*cough* what?! Nick Cannon (her 10+ year younger husband, which has made her officially a cougar mama and someone else that I have never been a fan of) has stated that they weren't going to give the babies ''weird names''.

Well....how did that one turn out for you Nick!?

It's like this: the girl is named Monroe Cannon, she is named after Marilyn Monroe and has no middle name because Mariah herself has no middle name. Why not just name her Marilyn?? That's a pretty name, goes well with Cannon. Say it with me now, Marilyn Cannon. See? Nice, normal, pretty, girly!

The boy is named Moroccan Scott because apparently Nick proposed to her in a Moroccan themed room in one of the ''many'' homes she could of been able to purchased with all the money she makes as a part time banshee. (Note that I'm not bashing Mariah, I just don't like her music, she doesnt sing, she shrieks, and banshees shriek, so there!)

Banshee

His middle name Scott comes from Nick's middle name which is also his grandmothers' maiden name. Scott is nice, I like Scott. But I've heard that they are both huge fans and admirers of Michael Jackson (like yours truly), and as much as I personally dislike the name ''Michael'' (it's so common and over-used!!) Michael Scott Cannon sounds better than Moroccan Scott Cannon!

Or even this:

Marilyn Cannon

Monroe Scott Cannon

think about it!!

Wacky celebrity baby names!!

Don't get me wrong I like weird names as much as the next girl but seriously.....I don't think us ''regular folk'' aren't still past Pilot Inspektor Lee, Fifi Trixibelle, Audio Science, Moon Unit, Diva Thin Muffin, Dweezil (those last three from the same father, Frank Zappa), Moxie CrimeFighter..should I continue!?

Oh wait....Bronx Mowgli Wentz *cough*

Just please...stop the madness!!

ASIS,

Dia

This Is My Life....

2011-04-28T06:34:00.000-07:00

7:05am

Good Morning, the weather here is 54 degrees celsius (or 71 degrees fahrenheit) and apparently there are thunderstorms or lightning and it's raining. I'm at home, but my mood is totally changed partly because of the weather, for the last couple of days it's been super nice outside! Sunny, random winds. My former mate Dariana jokes that it's short short and tanks with flip flops weather! It's technically still Spring, but it's starting to feel like Summer. I love Summer! (probably because I was born during the years' most horrible blizzard). I just feel more free and open and happy during the Summer or when the warmth starts.

In other news, Mum was in the hospital recently. Thankfully she didn't stay overnight. She stayed at the Asthma centre for a few hours and they told her she had Pneumonia. Yesterday, she was still feeling bad but spent most of the afternoon and evening rarely coughing or anything. My father smokes so that affects her greatly, yet he's in denial or he's just plain stubborn. I don't know. But I hope that soon she can recover and go back to her old self.

Fellow blogger, Crystal Shong's beloved doggy Gucci passed away not too long ago and I, truthfully am not accustomed to leaving comments on blogs but I felt this tug at my heart to leave a comment on this specific entry. I even commented on her facebook to let her know it was me, in case she didn't want to approve a comment by someone using the name, ''KaunisSuicide''.
I truly bauled my eyes out reading how much she loves and misses Gucci and everything she has done over the years for him and all the pain he went through. I tried to comfort her with my comment because I too know what it's like to have a pet (or in my case 2) that are ill and you either don't know or you feel helpless.

I don't know if she or someone she knows will read this, but Crystal, stay strong, Gucci and you will be together again in Heaven. He's totally going to glomp towards you and bark ''Mooommmyyy!!''. Just know that he loves you too and he knows that you love him to bits and miss him tons and he's happy and pain free up there. Try to think of the good times you've had. All the smiles and barking and playing. Xoxo.

May you be happy in Doggy Heaven, Gucci, you are terribly missed!!

As far as my year goes, I'm trying not to miss Prince Williams' wedding (yeah, I'm one of those people...leave me alone..LOL) so I'm updating my blog as much as I can. As far as school goes, I've been procrastinating, but seeing my mother so ill has made me truly re-think about what I have been doing with my life since well, 5th grade (because I think that's where I believe that academically, that's where I started going downhill). The problem is that I pick up kids afterschool and I have to at the school atleast 10 minutes before their dismissal time. Obviously Mum can't go out and pick them up, and sometimes she takes care of their toddler siblings and has no one to watch them while she goes picks up the kids. For example, yesterday they were supposed to stay in school until 5:30pm. Not only did they not stay but didn't call or let me know beforehand, or what if there were some sort of emergency and I was at school in the middle of an exam and had no way of getting there?! Than what?! Ugh.

I know I'm probably procrastinating again, I'm only praying that I can FINALLY go next Wednesday because it's a 2 day testing phase to enter the classes and I just don't know what is going to be done about those kids after that. I'm telling Mum but truthfully, their mother needs to be more responsible. Those kids are being allowed to run wild, and as weird as a horse refrence is in this paragraph, their mother needs to pull the reins on her brats (yes, that word was intentional).

I don't want to neglect my ''job'' and have my Mother go all the way over there with 2 kids under 3 and pick them up in Lord know what weather or her health state, but I think she'd prefer that I get my education so I'm pretty sure she'll figure something out, as long as I'm going to the classes, she'll be happy. She's been nagging me since 2007!!. But as a person that tends to think waaayy ahead, I'm trying to figure out what to do about it. Technically, I shouldnt have to really care (sounds horrible I know, but it's true) I mean, if it weren't for my mother hiring me, they'd be walking here by themselves. My mother pays me out of her own paycheck, when technically the mother is supposed to pay me. I don't like her and she doesn't like me. I completely ignore her. And I've done plenty favours for her since out drama started.

But no more, I'm done being Miss Nice n' Friendly.

I've been told not to think of myself getting my education and focusing on me (when I've spent my entire life focusing on other people) as being self-centred, but apparently other people view it like that. So if that's what they think, than let them think that. I'm finished. Whether they decide to come out of school early or stay in after-school like they are supposed to, it's not my problem, I'm done taking care of other peoples' kids and not even getting a ''Hey Betttch..thanks!'' Instead I get bitched at and people calling me names. Fabulous! Just Fabulous! Whatever. I'm going to do me and I don't care if anyone likes it!

❒ Looking out for others.
❒ ''Waiting'' for other people to let me live my life.
✔ Doing Me :)

This one is a long one. Sorry.

Here is Crystal's blog: Click Here
A.S.I.S,

Dia <3

P.S.: Crystal, I hope it's okay that I borrowed your pictures from your FB.

Negativity Sucks!

2011-04-27T11:36:00.000-07:00

3:38am
Tunes: Yuya Matushita- ふたり and ''Foolish Foolish''

A lot has been happening lately in my life. Things that I'd rather not specify on Blogger, but I honestly have no clue to fix all of what's happening. I feel like all the pressure and weight are on my shoulders and the key is to not let anything show. No stress, no pain, no anger or sadness. No bad thoughts. And definately not explode. It's difficult. Nothing is going right in my life. It seems that no matter how much I try to get up, keep my head on walking and do my own thing there's always someone there to talk smack and bring me down. There's always someone there to say ''No''. It breaks my heart that there are people out there that will do anything and everything to see someone sad, fail and bring them down, when all we want to do is be happy, succeed and be good citizens of this planet. Or at least that's what I want to do. But for some reason everywhere I turn I'm surrounded by fake people, hypocrites, liars, b.s.-ers etc.

I need new people in my life. Positive people that actually help me, and are there for me. I've kicked out 3 people from my life in less than 2 months and I'm considering kicking a 4th. I'm truly tired of all thing negativity weighing me down and holding me back.

Negativity is a disease that needs to be stopped!! Keep it to yourself!! Don't spread it!!

A.S.I.S.,
Dia <3

P.S. I'm trying not to miss the Royal Wedding, so I might not blog until than. Just letting you know!

Nishii Yukito or Justin Bieber? ;)

2011-04-16T19:39:00.007-07:00

Nishii Yukito! How can anyone even compare! I cant stand Justin Bieber!!

Ask me anything

formspring.me

2011-04-16T19:39:00.001-07:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/KaunisSuicide

Have you been able to keep your New Years resolutions or have you broken them?

2011-04-16T19:38:00.001-07:00

Pffft!! No :/ This year was the only one where I made resolutions and have yet to keep one! But it's only April, so we'll see!

Ask me anything

25 Day Challenge: Day # 6- My All Time Favourite Movie

2011-04-16T17:53:00.000-07:00

*NOTE: I told myself I was not going to ramble, I was going to post pics and videos and move on, I failed and I'm sorry for this one!*

Released in 1939 and based on the play ''Elizabeth the Queen'' (1930), Bette Davis did an *excellent* job as Elizabeth. It was creepy! I felt as if I were in the same room with the ACTUAL Queen Elizabeth! Considering I have a bit of a ''thing'' for the Tudors, especially Elizabeth, I believe I know what I'm talking about. Notoriously, Bette Davis was not exactly fond of Erroll Flynn (for lack of a better word). The slap she delivers to his cheek in their first scene was NOT meant to be in the film.

It goes like this: Robert Devereux, 2nd Earl of Essex (played by Errol Flynn) walks in to see the Queen after winning the war at Cadiz (that's in Spain for those of you that are bad at geography), she pretty much insults him by giving someone else a rank higher than him, even though he was the one in charge of the ''group'' that she sent to Spain. He turns his back on Elizabeth and starts to walk out of the room,

(which even today, over 500 years later is still a huge no no, for those of you that aren't keen on royalty, allow me to illuminate you, turning your back on a royal, *especially* a Queen or King, is probably *the* first lesson you will get in ''Royal Etiquette'', it's pretty much an insult. Never turn your back, walk backwards out of the room)

Anywho, as he's walking away, she calls out to him and since he doesn't turn around she gets up from her throne, and walks towards him, he stops and turns and they have a few words and Elizabeth slaps him, or as I like to call it ''The Slap Heard and Felt 'Round The Court''. In his autobiography, Errol Flynn stated that the slap was not actually part of the script so essentially it wasn't Elizabeth that slapped Essex but Bette that slapped Errol!! (yeah, that's how much she disliked him!) He went on to say that, he had to control himself so he wouldn't hit her back. Since the slap was not meant to happen, Errol's reaction was real. You can see his shock and can tell that he held himself back in order not to strike her.

Errol's sarcasm, although I'm not 100% sure if it's true to the actual Robert Deveraux.

''I wouldn't of taken that from your father, the King, much less from a King in petticoats!!''

(great line, perfect comeback!, total diss to the Queen)

Errol did an excellent job as Essex as well, although this film is somewhat historically inaccurate,

for example, with that line I posted above, it wouldnt have been possible if Essex meant it literally, seeing as how Henry the 8th (yes, I suck at roman numerals!!) died WELL over a decade before Essex was born. So one can assume he meant that in the general sense, as an insult.

Olivia and Errol in one of their many films together. This scene infuriated Elizabeth, who was watching them without her knowing. Sh*t that goes on in my palace! :P

Anywho, this is my favourite film of all time because:

1) I love (and prefer) older films (silent films to the mid-1960s to be specific), I personally feel that back then the actors did it because it was their passion. They loved and wanted to breathe life into these characters, they gave their all to their performances. They made you laugh, cry, smile, become angry, happy upset, pissed, ecstatic etc and if they are really good, all this at once, or all in one film.

2) The costumes were to die for! As a fan of the Tudors, as I've stated, especially Queen Elizabeth, the costumes and jewellery are literally eye-gasms. I love the clothing from that time! The decor, the jewels, the crowns, everything. In fact, I hope to have a Tudor-style home one day, but I digress. (if you see this film, pay attention to the dark green with gold dress Elizabeth wears! *dies*)

3) Bette Davis *owns* this film. As a person that pays entirely waayyy too much attention to detail and tends to over-analise every one of those little details (I can't help it, I'm a Scorpio), Bette made me feel like I was in the room with the actual Elizabeth, I felt her anger, her pain, her tears, her screams. Everything about this performance was perfect.

4) Nanette Fabray and Olivia de Havilland (2 actresses from back then that are still alive today, the third being Olivia's sister Joan Fontaine, whom she's been estranged from since 1975) were ah to the mazing!. Considering this was Nanette's first role ever, her signature scene made me looooove her. Firstly, she was exceptionally beautiful, secondly her lines were delivered perfectly, and to think that not only was this her first role ever, but she was only 19 at the time! Another reason Nanette sticks out in my mind is because she is actually the pre-cursor (does that even go with this sentence, let me rephrase that), she is the person that made Bette say the lines that became my most favourite quote in film history.

If you see this film, and Bette's delivery does NOT captivate you and make you feel like ''WOW'' you have no soul. I'm serious. My rambling, does not do these justice:

Bette: And when he holds you in his arms again, thank Heaven you are not a Queen
Nanette (as Mistress Margret Radcliffe, she was her lady in waiting): But I thought to be a Queen...

This is it, my favourite thing:

''To be a Queen is to be less than human, to put pride before desire, to search Men's hearts for tenderness, and find only ambition. To cry out in the dark for one unselfish voice, to hear only the dry rustle of papers of state. To turn to one's beloved with stars for eyes and have him see behind me only the shadow of the executioner's block. A queen has no hour for love, time presses, and events crowd upon her, and her shell, an empty glittering husk, she must give up all the a woman holds most dear.''

*mega sigh*

Official Trailer

Nanette Fabray speaking about the film:

Best scenes from the film below. Note what I meant about Bette's delivery, from the lines to her mannerisms to her accent, everything was perfect, oh and btw, the green and gold dress I mentioned is here in the beginning! Sooo pretty! And her line that I said is my all time fave, is here in the beginning:

I tried to fix the size and gave up, sorry..

Anywho, thanks for reading my rambles! :P

Hope you pick up the dvd! :)

A.S.I.S,

Dia <3

I'm ''WOW'' right now....

2011-04-11T06:07:00.000-07:00

8:50am

I'm sitting here in my lounge, reading someone's notes on Facebook and I'm astounded by this man. Just how everything he writes is so deep and psychological and how he analyses everything, how he explains himself and how he expresses his inner most thoughts, how he feels free to say these things and not hold anything back...and it's just, it's difficult to explain but now I admire him on a completly different level. I'm just blown away. And honestly, I don't think I've ever been blown away before. That says a lot.

It's a bit embarrassing to be honest how I admire someone that I've never even been in the same room with (although I recently had the opportunity). But this man seems like a male version of me. He seems like someone that is so humble and easy to talk to and outgoing and just so cool and down to Earth. I admired him on an entire different level. I admired him for his talent and his humble-ness (is that a word??). But as I sit here and read these notes, these notes that are so profound and they make you THINK. And when something makes you open up your mind and THINK, that something is very special and needs to be treasured. (solely my opinion ofcourse).

I'm in awe right now. In complete awe. I'm still reading his notes, in fact I'm considering printing them and putting them in a notebook to read whenever I'm sad or depressed or feel like giving up.

My life isn't perfect, I know. But just reading these things, these notes that he probably hasn't re-read in years just make me feel like I can do anything I set my mind to. Like, no matter what I go through, If I stay positive, and do what I have to do, all will happen if I really truly want it.

Although he is of a different religious belief system, he has up-ed my faith in God.

This is truly an excellent day!! :)

Here's an excerpt of the note I'm reading now, dated from 2007:

''When you have faith that things will make sense one day, you are already in the process of creating that meaning. the law of attraction (which is something i feel that everyone should research) states that your thoughts manifest into your life, regardless if its a positive or negative thought. with this in mind, we can see that when we entertain the very thought of things making sense, our actions and behavior will align to this frequency and the meaning will seamlessly surface into our lives in due time, whereas if we saw the same situation as nothing more than a crappy situation.. thats all that it will ever be, because we do not allow the possibility or "hope" to exist, thus eliminating the opportunity for "purpose" to exist.''

I'll definately be updating with more soon!

Thoughts??

A.S.I.S (been a while since I wrote that huh?),

Dia <3

25 Day Challenge: Day #5-Discuss Your Feelings On The Word ''Love'' And The Way It's Used Today

2011-04-06T23:08:00.000-07:00

2:01am

The word ''love'' has been used and over used for centuries. I believe that no one should tell someone else that they love them unless they truly mean and feel it with all their being. It's not something to be taken lightly.

It's a word that has a strong...attachment behind it. And should only be used in special cases. It's been thrown around like a hot potato and it shouldn't. It should mean what it used to mean: special, romanticism, affection, caring etc. It should never have anything negative attached to it, and much less conditions.

True love, no matter if it's for your spouse, partner, children, pets, what have you. It should be honest, true, faithfull, pure with no negativity and definately NO CONDITIONS!!

xoxo,

Dia <3

Edit: Another thing that I STRONGLY believe with all my being is that we are ALL human and that we should respect other people because in reality we are all merely here sharing this planet and doing what we have to do to survive and make something of ourselves. With that said, I DO NOT believe that one person should judge or chastise another because of their sexual orientation. As a person that has ALWAYS been open-minded, I am proud to say that I am ALL FOR gay/lesbian/bisexual/trangsgender rights and I openly and whole-heartly feel that they GLBT people should have the same rights as heterosexuals.

Who are we tell someone else who to love? How would you like it if they told YOU who to love?!

I know, there are people out there that say: ''God hates Gays''

I say:

1) How do you know if that gay person you're putting down believes in God in the first place and secondly how do you know that God hates gays? Did he tweet you or write it on your Facebook wall?!

2) If God really does dislike homosexuals, let the gays live their lives, and if they are accepted into Heaven or not, that's on them. Why do you as a homophobe care? You won't be there when it happens, so leave them alone!

I personally belive that whether or not a person is GLBT, if they believe in God or not it's their choice. Just like everyone else has a choice in what way to worship and what to believe. I respect your beliefs as a homophobic person because I KNOW you are your own person with your own mind, but why can't you say to a GLBT person:

''I don't personally believe that gays should be allowed to legally marry, or adopt children, but you are your own person and I respect that''.Wouldn't that make the world a little better!?

I mean, honestly......it's the 21st century, shouldnt we just get over all this non-sense about how gays go to hell and what have you!? and focus on things that actually need our immediate attention such as Japan, famine, poverty, malaria, AIDS, Ebola, hunger, homelessness, global friggin' warming!?!??! -_-''

I'm done.

Have a nice day :)

25 Day Challenge-Day #4: My Most Significant Childhood Memory

2011-04-05T23:44:00.001-07:00

2:29am

My most significant childhood memory would be oversharing, and there are things I'd rather not discuss on my blog. Sorry. But a significant childhood memory that I have that when I think about it make me smile (or rather smirk, because I don't do smiling). This memory is one that I'll treasure forever although to some of you it may not seem like such a big deal. Here goes:

Growing up, my favourite singer was Selena. I loooooooved her, idolised her, to little Dia, Selena could do no wrong. The fact that she died when I was about 5 just made me so, indescribably sad, empty. Anywho, Around the time that she died, (before and after) I used to perform her songs, just at home to no one, just me playing, like a ''normal'' 5 year old. One song that I remember vividly performing and creating choreography for was ''Techno Cumbia''. That was my soooong!! (However now, I rarely listen to it, as ''Si Una Vez'' has replaced it in my heart). I sadly, do not have any video of me performing it (knowing very well that you all would LOOOOOOOOOVE to see little Dia doing such a thing, but no..sadly no video or even pictures). Although the song is in Spanish, it's still a fun song with a great beat. Check out this fan made video:

xoxo,

Dia <3

25 Day Challenge-Day 3: My Thoughts On Religion

2011-04-05T23:21:00.000-07:00

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Anywho, here is Day 3:

(7:02am)----I have an OCD thing that I have to time everything -_-''

My thoughts on religion are as follows: I've always been open-minded, I've always lived by 3 rules:

1. Live and let live
2. To each their own
3. Treat others as you would wish to be treated,
(I've recently added another one: Life life don't let live live you)

You do you, I'll do me, as long as you don't try to control me or insist that your religion is the best and all other people are stupid for believing in anything else, I'll leave you be. I don't like how people are, so close-minded now a-days, it actually hurts that humanity is going to hell..in my lifetime. Sometimes I think, I'm the only (remotely) sane person on the planet.

I was raised Catholic, but not the traditional Catholic, the going to church, praising God, prayers, etc. My mother raised me in the midsts of saints. She believes STRONGLY in saints and statues and idols. She has stated that she has never believed a word of what the Bible says. (neither do I) yet she insisted that I be baptised and do my first communion, for what I don't know. She tells me now that I should believe in God (she believes in God, but believes more in saints), she has containers of ''holy water'', Im serious 2 liter Pepsi bottles FULL of the stuff, which she hands out to family members and yet, she's ''bothered'' that I don't believe in Christianity/Catholicism!?!?

How can I believe in Catholicism if the form she taught me was not correct. I did my baptism at age 6 and my communion at 11 and yet, a communion which apparently is supposed to make you feel closer to God pushed me farther away. My church was plain money hungry and would insist that you ''add more'' to the collection basket. They would literally say: ''COME ON!..A BIT MORE..WE NEED IT TO PAY (insert bill here)''

Yeah..... -_-''

The church taught me one thing, Mum taught me another. One of the things I remember most about my childhood was going pretty much every evening or every other weekend (although Mum claims its about 6 or 7 times a week!!) she would do these things called ''Hourly Prayers'' and the people that would hire her would want her pray for a family member that is ill or has passed and for saints. Usually, it was someone that said to a saint something to the effect of: ''If I pray to you to cure my relative, and I'll offer this hourly prayer''
So they would do the hourly prayer (which lasts more than an hour) and on the table with the statue would be pictures of the relative, sweets, nuts, lit candles (most of which are either the ''colours'' of the saints or have a picture of the saint or a relating saint) among other non-sense. And there would be CAKE!...I mean..seriously..cake?!...wth!?

It all seemed a bit too fake for me, I never understood why people worship statues and say you're worshipping God, when in reality all you're worshipping is painted clay or plaster or whatever the statue is made of.

I went through a lot when it came to religion, I officially denounced any form of Christianity around age 13 (which was the last time I went to church) and from that moment on I tried a ton of different belief systems. Mostly: Wicca, Agnosticism, Buddhism, Hinduism and Islam.

Currently I am not affiliated with any religions but respect other peoples' beliefs as stated in the beginning of this entry. However, religions is something has always fascinated me and I will continue to study them. I'll keep you updated on any changes.

xoxo,

Dia

P.S.: I know I am being lazy when it comes to my blog and I'm not making any promises but I will try to update at least 2 entries a day until I feel comfertable enough with my photography skills to take pictures and post them here. I apologise for my lazy ness, but no worries I have lots to blog about, a lot has been happening since I last posted that I want to share!! :)

KaunisSuicide ¡¡En Español!!: March 10 2011 Japan Earthquake 8.8 IFeng News

2011-03-11T01:33:00.000-08:00

KaunisSuicide ¡¡En Español!!: March 10 2011 Japan Earthquake 8.8 IFeng News: "8.9 MAGNITUDE EARTHQUAKE STRIKES JAPAN JUST NOW AND A TSUNAMI WARNING HAS BEEN ISSUED FOR JAPAN AND AT LEAST 10 OTHER COUNTRIES!!"

What fear would you most like to conquer?

2011-03-03T08:40:00.001-08:00

What fear would you most like to conquer?

Answer here

What fear would you most like to conquer?

2011-03-03T05:54:00.003-08:00

My Aquaphobia.

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Love is death, love is gone, love dont live here anymore ♫

2011-03-03T05:54:00.001-08:00

Love is the funeral of hearts <3

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Filler Entry #3: BookWorm

2011-02-23T02:48:00.000-08:00

Hello My Lovelies!,

I've been neglecting blogger, I knew this would happen that's why I resisted making a tumblr, but alas...my boredom could not be contained and I made one (link HERE) Anywho, I'm a bookworm, or rather, back in my second year of highschool I was even more of a bookworm but that's because I had an open-creative breakthrough and it lasted that entire year. Now I'm a lazy bookworm, I purchase and order books and leave them there and only pick them up when I'm bored or am at the doctors and have to wait forever and a day (oh how I abhor waiting!!-_-''). Well, I was in my bedroom about half an hour ago and I picked up all the books I haven't read, read half way or read 2 or 4 pages etc. (I left the Buddhism For Beginners and the Living Well With Montel out..meh...maybe I'll read the Buddhism later on-eventually-but I'm leaving them out for now)

I went to Target last month and purchased what I recall were 2 books, One I haven't even touched and the other I read until half way through chapter 2, than I discovered Kuroshitsuji and went out and bought the first 3 books and only read the first, forever later got 1/3 of the way through book 2. -_-''. It's not like I'm super engaged you know, I rarely watch the tele, the ocassional thing about Japanese history and the Japanese news in the morning is pretty much all I watch, other than that I'm either online or listening to music (usually both) or asleep. I sleep entirely waaayyyy too much. Waaaaayyyyy -_-'' (But that's another entry)

I rounded up all the books, I guess I'm just making this list to remind myself, since it's still February I guess I have time:

-Water For Elephants (read half way through chapter 2)
-I, Elizabeth (read about 2 chapters, will probably have to start over)
-1,000 events that shaped the world (skimmed through it)
-Paradise Lost (have to start over)
-I am Nujood, Age 10 and Divorced (Have to start over)
-Chakra Meditation (skimmed)
-Quiet Mind, Quiet Heart (insisted in buying, never read)
-William & Kate: A Royal Love Story (impulse buy, IDK if I want to read it)
-The Man Who Was Poe (read in 8th grade, will re-read)
-Etiquette Guide to Japan
-The Broken Mirror (I think I only read the prologue or whatever it's called)
-Black Butler III,IV (all purchased, still reading Vol. II)
-Black Butler V, VI (hell if I know Roman Numerals, these havent been released yet)
-Japanese Phrasebook and Dictionary (skimmed, it's not an actual read though(
-The Quran (don't ask)
-Unbroken (havent even skimmed)
-The Prince and Other Writings (read some of it, start over)

That's all I can think of for now, I've decided to only purchase the Black Butler books while I'm trying to get through this list. They are a series so I HAVE TO HAVE THEM :)

A.S.I.I,

Dia <3

Update!! :)

2011-02-16T20:20:00.000-08:00

Hello my Lovelies!

I've abandoned you..I know..and I'm sooooo sorry. Damn Tumblr. Damn it. Well I was reading one of my favourite blogger's blog (sorry for the tongue twister!!) just now and have decided to update here more often (although I truly don't know why). Figured I'd update on my life:

1. My camera has either:

A) Been stolen (but the idiot didn't take the charger!)
B) My Mum has hid it until I clean my room and lies that someone stole it.
C) I took it to my room and I can't find it cos it's THAT messy.

Either way....it sucks..it took me 21 years to get that camera and I lose it in a month -_-'' I need to learn how to take better care of my things. Seriously.

AND keep my room clean for more than a week.

Yes, it's messy. No, I'm not proud of that. I'm part lazy/part not-give a f***. (Keepin' it real)

Although I'm working on my own bedroom being less depressing. :/

2) I sleep entirely waaaayyyy too much. I should go to sleep early (8pm) and wake up around 1 am, (why 1? to watch the repeat of my soap opera) go back to sleep until 5 than stay up. I'm trying to get my body used to that.

3) I've lost my mobile in the mess that is my bedroom. It's disconnected, but it's still my phone...and I want it. Grr!!
4) I've gotten lazy with my Japanese and Kuroshitsuji. I recieved Vol 4. in the post and I've yet to even get through half of Vol. 2. I want them all to be finished by the time Vol. 5 and 6 are released in April. I haven't even finished my recommended book: ''Water for Elephants''. :/ (and I want to finish it before the film version is released)

5) I've been saving up my payments from ''work'' towards my trip to Japan. (yes I've decided, I'm going to Japan, even if I have to save up every teensy bit of money I have..to the pennies..and go on my own!...I'm going before Im 25..that leaves me 4 years -pretty much- to save up) I've done the math and I don't think I'll have nearly enough for half the aeroplane ticket (if ofcourse I only have this ''job'' and no other.)

Edit: I've spent most of my money that I recieved for February's payment, yesterday -_-''. Why I took it with me..IDK. -_-'' (FML)

6) I've decided on an official theme for my bedroom: ''East Indian'', I've always loved their decor, jewellery etc but my room has never really had a theme. It's always been ''meh'', you know?? So, I decided that I want some cloths and some decor, I found some stuff on Amazon that I consider ''East Indian'' so I've put them on a list (linked at the bottom if you want to check it out) and I'm thinking of going to Canal Street this year (perhaps in the summer) to get some fabrics (I meant to say fabrics earlier NOT cloths) to make a canopy to go above my bed and make curtains and bedspread. Does that seem okay? I'd like some help with that.

So please, if you can take a look at the wishlist and tell me what you think.

7) There's this person that I should really stop talking to. This person is toxic and fake (Keepin' it real), but I have no one else to talk to at the moment, I'm truly taking it to heart: ''It's Better To Be Alone Than In Bad Company'', so I'm slowly pushing this person out of my life. We spent almost 2 years without speaking because they did something to me, but IDK how we ended up talking again. I'll be honest, I don't have anyone to talk to or hang with (that's why I have blogs...sad huh?) so this person is pretty much all I have that isn't related to me. And they are toxic..and fake..slowly but surely..they are OUT.

8) I'd like to sign up for Japanese lessons...but that's another entry.
9) I should do a resolutions entry in December. Hmm...
10) I want to colour my hair (hair colour and bleach already purchased) but my hair isnt too healthy and I'm terrified..(or rather Mum is talking smack) that my hair will all fall out and I'll be bald. :/

11) I HAVE to start school, finish school, get a better job, sign up for my Japanese lessons and my bachleours...all this year!..It sounds crazy...but it's only Febuary...so it's do-able!!

12) I need a friggin' Ipod!! (I'm ALWAYS the LAST to get the cool stuff and most of the times I don't even get them!!) -_-''

13) I need to start my skating lessons!

Hmmm....all I can think of. TTYDL

A.S.I.S,

Dia <3

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EDIT: I, tired of being without a camera (which I was barely using anyway), did a bit of searching..''something'' told me to ''check that drawer'' in my Mum's room...and I did...and BAMMMMM....there was my camera!!...She lied and said ''someone must have stolen it''

-_-''

My Thoughts: Illegal Immigration (or migration in general)

2011-02-02T20:45:00.000-08:00

I’m NOT against people coming here for a ”better life” (why they’d choose America, that I will NEVER understand!!) as I was saying, I have NO problem. Everyone deserves a second chance to make their lives better, so if they want to come here and better themselves and actually get a job and be productive members of society, whether they have papers or not, so be it. I’ve always been a ”Live and Let Live” sort of person.

What bothers me is that they pack up their lives and come to live here ”permanantly”, get jobs, have kids, become citizens, the kids grow up and go to university and the parents…the parents..still don’t bother to learn English.

It irritates the hell out of me, because I’ve lived it! 26 years…26 years and she still doesnt know English!. She’s been out of her country for 26 years and still asks me to translate shit. It’s called ”being lazy”. Learn fucking English..that’s all I ask.

Or at least try to form sentences. -_-”

You see, I don’t plan on living here in the next 5 years, I’m doing now what I plan to do to learn my chosen country’s language. If I move there without being fluent, writing this entry would have been pointless, because I’d be just like them.

On another note, why is it that illegal immigrants pay citizens thousands of dollars to marry them so they can become citizens? And what I fail to understand even more is: If it’s just business, and you feel nothing romantic for this person…why have kids with this person?

Ignorant much?

I’ve seen it. I’ve lived it. But this will NEVER be my story, this is solely my opinion.

I keep it real 100% of the time.

And So It Is,

KaunisSuicide

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2011-02-02T18:14:00.001-08:00

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If Only Shopping Were Covered By HealthCare.....

2011-01-31T23:37:00.000-08:00

Hello My Lovelies

(I've remained faithful to you..even though I made a Tumblr, link at the end of entry..don't worry, I'll be using both sites to blog)

I honestly believe that I've developed a shopping addiction. I've spent, spent spent all ~~this month.~~ I meant, all of January. I've spent more than I can at the moment, things I actually want and need. I'm home most of the time and sometimes the computer, dare I say bores me sometimes and I need other forms of entertainment. I rarely watch the tele anymore. All those programmes I used to watch (V, Supernatural, Criminal Minds, Nikita) I dont bother with them anymore.

I now only stick to one series..and Im barely watching that! (I didnt see it all last week, except Friday)

I think I'm shopping a lot because I'm bored with everyday life and this ''routine'' (for lack of a better word).

This is a list of the things I've purchased in January alone (that cost more than 4 dollars in total)

Online order #1:-Etiquette Guide to Japan: Know the Rules that Make the Difference! (10.18$ w/ tax and shipping)

Online order #2: -Yuya Matsushita's ''I am Me'' cd and a Berlitz Japanese phrasebook (39.02$ w/tax and shipping)

Online order #3: Diet minder personal food and fitness journal (18.98 w/tax & shipping)

Online order #4: Cruelty free belt (19.99$ w/tax & shipping)

Online order #5: Manic Panic Flash Lightning Bleach (13.94$ w/ tax and shipping)

Online order #6: Black Butler Vol. 4 and Manic Panic Hair Colour (23.03$ w/ tax and shipping)

Online order #7: Pink Cartilage earring (15.23$ w/tax & shipping)

Online order #8: Lippy Loop Labret Ring (12.98$ w/tax & shipping)

Online order #9: The Children's Hour & Tomb Of Ligeia dvds (36.42$ w/shipping and tax)

Online order #10: 2 pairs of earrings (19.97$ w/tax and shipping)

Online order # 11: Large hoop earrings (24.95$ w/ tax and shipping)

Online order #12: Girl, Interruped dvd (12.20 w/ tax and shipping)

Online order #12: Almost Famous dvd (15.22 w/ tax and shipping)

Store orders @ Borders:

Bendy Rose pen: 3.99$

Bookmark: 3.49$

Cupcake clip coin purse: 7.99$

Black Butler Vol. 1 7.36$

Black Butler Vol. 2 (apparently I wasnt charged for this!)

Black Butler Vol. 3 10.99$

And some school supplies that totalled about 17.00$

Notes: Most of the amazon orders were ordered on the same day at the same time but arrived seperately. The lippy loop was TOO BIG!!. The large hoop earrings havent arrived yet, one of the 2 earrings sets that arrived broke!..already!..and the 2 last dvds were ordered as I was typing this very entry!

..Now do you see..I have a problem!?

I'm planning on reserving Black Butler Vol. 5 & 6 on Amazon AND Borders...so I can purchase them when they have been released.

Can someone please help me!! Or give me some advice!?!?!?!?!?!

xoxo,

Dia

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P.S.: Remember this chick from TrueLife? The one with the MEGA shopping addiction!? I hoped I wouldnt turn into her...but apprently she's an actress ''now'' (notice how I put now in quotes)

In All Seriousness.....This Blizzard Needs To Go

2011-01-30T18:07:00.000-08:00

Dear Blizzard 2010/2011 #????,

(because I already lost count)

You need to leave!!..

We don't want you here!

You are obnoxious and irritating!!...

Can't say it was nice knowing you!!
Do us EastCoasters really need freezing cold Artic winters!?

....This is New York City..not Finland!!

BYEEEEEE!!!!!

--But sometimes...you were very beautiful :)--

But seriously, you need to leave....this is getting ridiculous!!

And DON'T COME BACK!!

Sincerely,

Dia and the rest of the New York City population

(P.S.: You came to invade didnt you!? And brought all your cousins!....F.U. Blizzard...F.U.)

Ahhh The Single Life.....

2011-01-28T20:25:00.000-08:00

☐ Single ☐ Taken ☑ Unable to fall in love with normal people due to too many perfect celebrities/fictional characters

"Being single used to mean that nobody wanted you. Now it means you're pretty sexy and you're taking your time deciding how you want your life to be and who you want to spend it with." - Sex and the City

"Being single is getting over the illusion that there is somebody out there to complete you and taking charge of your own life."- Omkar Phatak

Blog Inspiration:TiffanyGenise (it's a link!..check her out, she's cool & one of my fave bloggers!)

Pictures: Photobucket

More Single Life Quotes Here: Buzzle.com (it's a link)

Filler Entry # 5: Song Challenge

2011-01-28T00:03:00.000-08:00

Rules

1. Put your iPod, MP3 player, iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Tag 25 people in your note that you want to do this activity. You must tag the person that sent you this note.

5. add one new question before you pass it on

**I may or may not have stolen this from Olivia**
** If you want to do it..you only have to do it once...I did it twice..I was bored**
**you dont have to do this tag if you dont want to**

1. IF SOMEONE ASKS "ARE YOU OKAY"?

Make Me Bad (Explicit) by: KoRn

2.HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

''Cocaine'' by: Robin Thicke

3.WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

''You'' by: Yuya Matsushita

4.HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

''My Baby You'' by: Marc Anthony

5.WHATS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

''The Way I Am'' (Explicit) by: Eminem

6.WHATS YOUR MOTTO?

''I've Never Been To Me'' by: Charlene

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK ABOUT YOU?

''Haunted'' by: Evanescence

8.WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

''Infiel'' by: Rocio Durcal

9.WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

   ''Legend of The Lamp'' by: Alan Menken (written), Spoken/Sung by: Robin Williams (Aladdin soundtrack)

10.WHAT IS 2+2?

  ''Ni~a Amada Mia'' by Alejandro Fernandez

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

''Buried Alive By Love'' by HIM <3

12.WHATS YOUR LIFE STORY?

''Hoy'' by LDA feat. Cheka (or Cheka feat. LDA only he knows for sure, it's confused me to this day!!)

13.WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

''Imaginary'' by: Evanescence

14. WHAT DO YOU SAY WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

''Forsaken'' by David Draiman (of Disturbed) (Album Version) (Explicit) (Queen of the Damned Soundtrack)

15.WHAT SONG WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

''Tantita Pena'' by Alejandro Fernandez

16.WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

''Thriller'' by: Michael Jackson

17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

  ''Angel'' by Sarah McLachlan
18.WHATS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

''Lost Without U'' by Robin Thicke

19.WHATS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

''Hit Em Up Style (Oops!)'' by Blu Cantrell

20.WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

''This I Promise you'' by N'Sync

21.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

  ''The Sacrament'' by HIM <3

22.WHAT WILL YOUR CHILD'S FIRST WORDS BE?

''Te He Querido, Te He Llorado'' by: Ivy Queen

23.WHAT DO YOU SAY WHEN YOU SEE YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR?

''GunPowder & Lead'' by Miranda Lambert

24.WHAT DID YOU SAY IN YOUR SLEEP LAST NIGHT?

''Everybody's Fool'' by Evanescence

25. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

''Cleanin' Out My Closet'' (explicit) by Eminem

26. WHAT IS THE ONE THING NO ONE WOULD GUESS ABOUT YOU THAT THEY SHOULD KNOW?

''Ma~ana Es Para Siempre'' by Alejandro Fernandez
27. WHAT IS YOUR BEST TALENT?

''Unwritten'' by Natasha Bedingfield

Sighs and Strokes Screen With Loving Eyes

2011-01-27T16:52:00.000-08:00

I did a bit of searching just now and came across this...

And.....there's something that is even more wicked......

I CAN CHOOSE MY TYPE OF MEAL!! ^__^ (Vegetarian ofcourse!!)

Grand Total of a 21 day Round Trip Flight to Osaka, Japan (for 1 person) with hotel, in flight meals and 2 stops (to go) and 1 (to come back) all for......4, 310.50$ USD!! :)

New York to Beijing

Beijing to Shanghai

Shanghai to Osaka <3

Osaka to Beijing

Beijing to New York

Better start packing......

A.S.I.S,

Dia <3

Note: I'm aware that the layover in Shanghai is long...thank you!! :)

What makes you smile?

2011-01-26T13:20:00.001-08:00

My cat && any Yuya Matsushita video...especially if he's smiling/laughing or joking.

Ask me anything

Japan-o-Philia

2011-01-26T11:19:00.000-08:00

Japanophilia is an interest in, or love of, Japan and all things Japanese. (Its opposite is Japanophobia.) One who has such an interest or love is a Japanophile.

.Imagine a place . where you wouldn’t feel like you’re being judged, by anyone.

A place where people have their high-end wallets sticking out of their back pockets because it’s that safe around. A place where it’s known that elderly people commit more crimes than teenagers, but only because they’re lonely. A place where you feel alive, day or night. A place where you feel like you can get your dreams out, achieve your dreams.

A place where you’d love to fall in love. A place where even strangers will welcome you like you’re already their friend. It’s not a place, it’s a different world. It’s Japan. <3

Credit:

*Linked*

Entry Idea By: Wendy

1st Picture From:Danielle

2nd Picture From: Tumblr

Bad/Irresponsible Parenting (Part 1)

2011-01-25T17:30:00.000-08:00

7:22PM

Note: One of the main reasons I chose not to wait any longer to write this entry is because my sister-from-another-set-of-parents, Angela, has been ''liking'' and commenting on my FB statuses everytime I'd say I was preppying to write it and it never came to fruition until now. I'm lazy and get distracted easily, that's a horrible combo, I know :/. I'm working on it. So Angela, this one is for you! (You better comment!! :p)

Hello My Lovelies!,

    I wanted to write today about bad/irresponsible parenting. It's been a long time coming. First I should say my history with children. I'm the youngest of 5 and one of 2 girls. The sibling closest to me in age is my sister, who is 7 years older than me. (Which I rarely saw until she moved in with me when I was about 15). I've been around children my entire life, my mother would always watch the neighbours' or a mates' child and when I was younger I never really had an issue with it until I was about 7 years old.

    When I was 7 (1997.04.01or1st of April 1997 for those of you that don't understand that way of writing) I moved to where I live now and more children would come over (usually significantly younger than me). I was always the child that would prefer to play by herself than sit there and explain the game to another child. (See, I had pet peeves even then!!),

     My brother ''Kilo'' was the only one of my siblings I was raised with and he left home in August of 1998, so essentially I was pretty much raised as an only child.

    When I was 11, my brother married and had his first child, Krystal. When Krystal was about 3 months old, she came to live with us and left to live with her mother when she was almost years. Sometime in between that time, he divorced her and married another woman, he had another daughter Kiara. Kiara also came to live with us when she was about 3 months old, I do not recall however if they were here at the same time though, they barely know each other, sadly.

       Anywho, what Im trying to say is, I've always been surrounded by children, most of which were significantly younger than me, I took care of my nieces, I'd teach them things, play with them, bathed them, fed them, changed their nappies, taught them how to use the toilet, taught them manners and how to be polite, how to use eating utensils, how to bathe themselves. I taught Krystal how to tye her shoes!, she had just turned 2!! (Heck I admit, I didnt learn how to tye my shoes until I was like 7, Im serious!!), I taught them how to write their names. How many 2 year olds do you know personally, can show you their 5 senses, recite the alphabet, all the vowels and count from one to 10 or 15? None, Exactly!...Essentially I was what they should of had. (If you get my drift)

   One of my biggest pet peeves are people that have kids, women especially, who become pregnant, go through all the good and bad of pregnancy, and yet as soon as the child is ''old enough'' to go through an airline flight send them to their home countries (usually ''developing '' or ''third world'' countries) and dump the child on families there. Here is an example: My next door neighbour (Im being literal, she REALLY DOES live next door) has a year old, when she moved in she was already several months pregnant. Apparently, her baby's daddy is a married man (as in married to a woman that isnt her..but that's another entry, I'll get into that another time). Well, she gave birth and before the year was over she sent him to her home country to be raised by her sister. Why is this bad? Well let's see...her home country (which is the same country my mother is from, sadly) is not exactly great.


The quality of life is bad, the food is bland (in my personal opinion), I mean really people!...It's called ''a developing country'' for a reason!!, about a year later, she brings him back and sends him back and forth pretty much until now. He spends a couple of months here and goes back. Not only is that confusing and unstable but the chick pretty much takes HER son in AFTER he was pretty much RAISED by her sister!!

That has never sat well with me, I mean, why not just give the child up for adoption when it's born? Or give it, legally to your sister to raise as her own and call yourself his aunt?? I mean....really!!
Anywho, I have 3 more stories to share so it looks like this entry is going to be in parts :/ I'll end it here because it's already getting way too long.

What are your thoughts?

A.S.I.S,

Dia <3
P.S: I'm probably oversharing but the pictures in this entry, remind me of my childhood..I'm pretty sure there are at least 4 pics of myself, holding beer or something. The 1st one I find more true because there has ALWAYS been Heineken in my family's fridge. (This is NOT a promo, btw)

Dream Analisation # 2: ''Eternal Love''

2011-01-24T17:41:00.000-08:00

6:30pm

Hello My Lovelies,

I've always been one to have very vivid dreams, whether they are good dreams, creepy dreams, nightmares or what have you. Lately, I've gotten into analising some of my dreams thanks to TiffanyGenise.

The Dream comes first, second is analisation, third is my thoughts.

The Dream:

It started out with me sitting at the edge of my bed (not on the bed in my waking life but in another bed..it was mine, but this was about 25 years into the future). I'm sitting there looking at my husband getting dressed to go out, he's dressing up to go out with his mates. ''Boys Night'' apparently. We get into a huge fight about who he's really going out with. Everything is revealed. His affair. I'm devasted beyond belief. Dream switches to what it seems a year after that night, we are in the lounge, where we are having another fight about this affair, I'm screaming at him, and he just stands there, makes no sound, no weird faces, no angry faces. Just stands there. He realises that I'm right. Everything I'm saying is true, yet he doesnt say a word. I can see it in his eyes that he regrets everything he did. I, ofcourse...don't know what else to say, my throat hurts from so much screaming, and I turn around and start walking towards the bedroom alone.

I scream while walking away: '' I don't even know WHY you married me....how could you!?'' I get close to the bedroom and glare at him..and walk back towards him and scream: ''How could you just break up EVERYTHING we built together!? I'm a damn-good wife!...I cook, clean, take care of our 4 children, work hard, travel all over for my career and take care of you? I gave you 3 years of my life while dating, I gave you 25 years of marriage. I gave you 4 beautiful children..I dedicated my life to all of you...and what do I get in return!?.....Well!?...Hello?!..answer me!''

I ofcourse, start throwing things at him. All glass and porcelain things. And He's trying to duck from actually being hit with something and runs towards the bedroom and closes the door. I run after him, but Im too late. He tells me that if I calm down, he'll let me in. I scream at him. He repeats what he said. I calm down and after a few minutes, he lets me in. He's sitting edge of the bed. Where I was in the beginning of the dream. I ask him why. That's all I ask ''Why?''...He looks at me and doesnt reply. I walk up to him and put my arms around his shoulders (remember, he's sitting, so technically Im taller than him), his head rests on my stomach (No, Im not pregnant). He's quiet for a while. I apologise for throwing things at him. Without lifting his head, he nods an ''it's okay''. No words are said. Than a hear him sniffle.

He says: ''I know..I know I hurt you. I love you..I love you so much..you are right..everything you said was right. But..I don't know..it just happened. I know that doesnt explain anything...I know you don't even want to look at me. I know that you're hurting and it's all my fault. All of it. I wish I could take it all back...If I could I would. You're the best wife...If I were re-incarnated 100 times..I'd choose you as my wife everytime''

I look down at him, and he looks up at me and I start to cry.

We hug harder.

And then I wake up.

Analisation (DreamMoods.com):

Infidelity

To dream of infidelity (either by you or someone else), represents issues of abandonment and neglect in a relationship. Or you are feeling emotionally confined and need an outlet for your feelings. Alternatively, a dream of infidelity indicates that you are feeling unsatisfied with your current relationship. You are harboring guilt over a sexual relationship or you are looking for a more erotic sex life.

Glasswares

To see a broken glass in your dream, denotes feelings of powerlessness, guilt and/or low self-esteem. Perhaps you feel unqualified or inadequate in dealing with a situation.

Porcelain
To see or touch porcelain in your dream, symbolizes smoothness. Things are going well for you. Alternatively, the dream may also represent some delicate situation. You need to treat it with care.

Reincarnation

To dream that you have reincarnated into someone else, suggests that you are not being yourself. Perhaps you need to incorporate aspects of the dream person into your own character. Alternatively, reincarnating indicates that you are undergoing major changes in your life. If you reincarnated into an animal, then consider the qualities of the specific animal.

My Thoughts:

Hmmm....I am feeling emotionally confined. I do need an outlet. I feel like Im trapped. I have no one to talk to, trust and confide in. So that part is true. ''Glasswares'' is also true. The delicate situation stated in ''Porcelain'' is one I dont understand. What delicate situation?!

I dont think the re-incarnation part applies to me because I wasnt re-incarnated and neither was he, he said ''If he were re-incarnated''

Hmmm...I wonder...

Thoughts??

A.S.I.S,

Dia <3

What do you see yourself doing in 10 years?

2011-01-20T15:11:00.001-08:00

In 10 years I'll be 31. I see myself attaining my Phd, living someplace that isnt here.

Great question!! Thanks!! :)

Ask me anything

Cult of Matsushita!! :P

2011-01-20T10:00:00.000-08:00

12:08pm

Hello my Lovelies,

I have a list of entries I want to write! But I consider this one quite pressing so here goes: A while back I befriended someone of FB named Robert (or blogger DarkCity6), he's a cool bloak and we have lots in common. Anywho, so I've been Skype messaging (no camera) with him for a while, but today was probably the best conversation we've had! We've gone back and forth (on Skype and Facebook) about Japan and a certain singer/actor that I LOVE. (Yuya Matsushita)

He doesn't like this person. Here's our Skype conversation:

Robert: why are you japan crazy all of a sudden?
Me: Ive always been Japan crazy, since I was but a weeee child!! lol
Me: lmfao!
Me: but just been showing it more lately
Me: damn you kuroshitsuji!!
Robert: lol i've never seen that
Me: Seen What?
Robert (who copied my text): that manga Kuroshitsuji
Me: Ahhh!! Hold on, watch this please..it has subtitles! (sends link to Kuroshitsuji musical video)
Robert: There's the word ''Lord'' in there. Enough for me to be turned off, sorry.

Me: It's not about God.
Robert: I dont associate with religious things
Me: -_-'' It's Kuroshitsuji
Robert: Okay I'll take your word for it.
Me: Hold on.
This is the synopsis for the first book:

''Just a stone's throw from London lies the manor house of the illustrious Phantomhive earldom, its master one Ciel Phantomhive. Earl Phantomhive is a giant in the world of commerce, Queen Victoria's faithful servant . . . and a slip of a twelve-year old boy. Fortunately, his loyal butler, Sebastian, is ever at his side, ready to carry out the young master's wishes. And whether Sebastian is called to save a dinner party gone awry or probe the dark secrets of London's underbelly, there is practically nothing Sebastian cannot do. In fact, one might even say Sebastian is too good to be true . . . or at least, he is too good to be human . . .''

Robert: oh man Im going to hate myself for saying this but that's pretty awesome :/
Me: The synopsis or the video?
Robert: Both
Me: ^__^ Check out the video again...what do you see??
Robert: People singing and dancing..lol..if you say Yuya I will commit Seppuku.
Me: Suicide? :/ Bahaha..guess you didnt notice!
Robert: (Explains what Seppuku is)
Me: (Explains that the word looked Finnish and that I previously studied Finnish.).
Me: So yeah...look at the video and tell me what you see..it's a musical version of Kuroshitsuji. It was a manga, than they made it into an anime, and a musical.
Robert: Umm I saw it and didnt see anything out of the ordinary.
Me: Mehhh hehe..(smirking smiley face)
Robert: (Sticks toungue out smiley)
Me: Wow
Robert: Offers drink smiley
Me: I dont drink..lol.
Robert: You should
Me: You werent paying attention LOL. Why??
Robert: Cause you'll forget YUYA. LOL, (sticks tongue out smiley)
Me: You wont!!
Robert: (Sends link to something else) ugh okay.
Robert: But anyway, I saw it again and saw nothing. What was I supposed to look at?
yes i got it i saw the video like 6 times which is why i didnt write back. i didnt see anything

Me: LMFAO!!!! (rolls over floor laughing smiley)
Robert: wow ur trying to get me hooked on it arent you
Me:Im sooo posting this convo on my blog in a few..and there youll see why im laughing at you!
poor baby. Not even! actually im writing that blog now!

Robert: uh ok... *circles finger around ear* someone needs professional attention...
Me: Uh...no. Dont let it get to your head but im calling you ''cool'' on my blog (sticks tongue out smiley)

That's it! :p
Here's something on FB:

Why is this hilarious you ask??!!

He doesnt like Yuya Matsushita, but told me that he likes the video I sent him and the synopsis of the first Kuroshitsuji (or Black Butler) book....

I told him to watch the video over and over yet he claims he doesnt see...it...what doesnt he see, you ask??

YUYA MATSUSHITA PORTRAYS SEBASTIAN MICHAELIS!! :P
Bahahahaha!!! *in your face!!* :p

Shadooooshhhh!!

That was the CULT OF MATSUSHITA!! :p

A.S.I.S,

DIA <3
P.S.: Here is the video that Robert watched:

THAT'S RIGHT BITCHES!!...WHEN SEBASTIAN DANCES..YOU RUN!!..FEAR THE DANCE!! :p

Update On Moi

2011-01-19T16:26:00.000-08:00

2:42pm 2010.01.16
Note: This entry was written partly on the 16th, so the events in the beginning of this entry occured around then.
Hello my Lovelies!!,

I haven't updated in a while, (well, a REAL entry at least) I've been very excited because I went to Borders and purchased 3 books! (It's a series, so far only 3 have been released where I live, although #'s 4 and 5 will be released this month!!), I just finished the first book and I'm OFFICIALLY in love with the main character, Sebastian! Haha..but I'll get to that in the next entry. I haven't even hit the tip of the iceberg (so to speak) when it comes to the 25 day challenge!! (I could of sworn I did Day 3, I had to ask another blogger to check out my blog to see if my eyes decieved me and it wasn't really there!!). I guess it's because I wrote Day 4 on paper and thought I typed Day 3 on notepad to eventually copy it here. Hmm.. Anywho, I was sent another challenge called ''31 Day Picture Challenge'' via Facebook message from Kaitlyn S., so that will be done when I finish the 25. It looks like soooo much fun! (Is it me or am I REALLY perky in this entry?!)

2011.01.19 @6:39pm

Anywho, so I have exciting news to tell you, but I'll try and contain myself until the next 2 entries!! :)
I ordered some stuff from Amazon.com, one was a diet/excersise minder that I plan to use this year. I want to lose some weigh before summer time 2011. I've always had a belly, and it's cute when you're 3, not 21. I've never been one to work out. (I failed Gym class time and time again, my last year of highschool I passed with an 80, and that's only because we actually had machienes to work out on). Me? Jog at 6am!? Bahahha!!..Not in the neighbourhood I live in, I don't feel like being mugged anytime soon..thanks. I was thinking of joining a gym but, seriously..I can't work at the pace of other people. I know I'm procrastinating, but seriously...I'm going to do it. I'm going to get trainers (that means ''sneakers'') and get to losing this belly. For my height, 5 feet (Yes, Im aware Im short, no need to remind me thankyou!!), my current weigh, which I won't mention is just plain wrong. It's kinda like ''the nearly obese'' of being 5 feet tall.

Speaking of height and weight, I went to the doctor for a physical the other day, and I was given 1 TB shot, 1 Hep B shot, I had to urinate in a cup (-_-'') and had 2 tubes of blood taken out (I CANNOT stand the sight of my own blood!!)....and...I had one flu shot shoved into each nostril -__-'' (It tastes disgusting and feels worse!!). I was poked all over the place..but no where good. LMFAO!!. I went back yesterday to get a booklet signed for my Mum's business, I didn't really care about my test results, I only went so Mum would stop nagging me about he booklet. (and cos I was supposed to go the the day before yesterday and didnt).

She made me go with her to her doctor who, made us wait two hours to merely sign a paper..(bitch). And..I was waiting on 2 parcels from Amazon.com and I missed them both, my going there was a complete waste of time!!. I got into a arguement with an incompetant nurse, and we headed to an area close to our flat to get it notorized, I then went alone to the doctor, waited forever AND I was pressed for time!. I managed to catch the express bus as it arrived at the stop and went all the way to the closest bus stop to a school. I get there and have to walk with my hand bag that wouldnt stay in place, another bag and an unbrella, in the slush, snow and rain. Turns out I was about 30 minutes early -_-''. I then pick up these two little girls, I pick up everyday and I tell them more than once to stop playing around and their constant stopping and it's like I TOLD them to do it!!..They did the complete opposite!

I get home (mind you, I called Mum and said, Im almost there, be ready to leave, youre pressed for time, be ready to go so when I get there you can just take the booklet and leave and be there on time'')...Nooo...I get to the house, and she not only hadnt put her shoes on (when she told me she had them on), didnt have her coat even anywhere near her, decided at the last minute to get all her papers in order..then call a taxi!!.. They said ''we will be there in 3 minutes''...and she sat down. Im like ''It takes you forever to get downstairs, go now, by the time you get there, the taxi will be there''. NOT ONLY did she give me dirty looks, but cussed at me and told me to shut up. Turns out, I was right. Thank Goodness I chose to stay home!! Uff!!

She comes back in a taxi and blames her lateness on me. How fabulous!! :/

EVERYTHING IS ALWAYS MY FAULT. (but that's another entry)

That was my update.

A.S.I.S,

Dia <3

What Is You're Dream?//Cual Es Tu Sueño? xD ♥

2011-01-19T09:04:00.001-08:00

Viajar el mundo y vivir en Japon (perdon por la tardanza!)

Ask me anything

If there was a major fire, what would be one thing in your house you would save? people dont count...

2011-01-19T09:03:00.001-08:00

LOL, I was JUST on your page on here! LOL. IDK my cat..does that count. I actually did save her during a fire. Assuming you're not including her, I'd say my computer or my Kuroshitsuji books....hmmm good question! :)

Ask me anything

are you crushing on anyone right now? (someone you know, not anyone famous)

2011-01-19T08:58:00.001-08:00

No. Not fancy-ing anyone at the moment. Im curious, who are you??

Ask me anything

Filler Entry # 4: My Favourite Couple

2011-01-19T08:32:00.000-08:00

Aladdin && Jasmine <3

...not only my favourite Disney film, but my favourite animated and fictional couple...and better than any real life couple!

Their love survived a law in Agrabah, an evil vizier/genie, a parrot with THE most irritating voice,2 sequels, 1 trashed and ruined wedding, a near death experience (in the 3rd film), near drowning (3rd film) AND an animated series!!

Beat that bitches!! :)

(--Pic from VixiPixi @Tumblr)

Filler Entry # 3: Seriously Though.....

2011-01-19T06:30:00.000-08:00

The single life, has taken a toll on me. I'm not the sort of girl that chases men or obsessess over men (*cough* not including highschool..and that was only ONE bloak), but seriously, if I mentioned how long I've been single, you'll cry.

I don't need a man. No, I'm not a feminist. I merely cannot find someone that catches my interest..or better said: KEEPS MY INTEREST. Men suck...but we love them anyway!! :p

''I don’t want a perfect relationship. I just want someone who I can act silly with, someone who treats me right and loves being with me."

---idea from Tumblr---

formspring.me

2011-01-19T01:30:00.001-08:00

pregunta lo que quieras...100% anonimo!! http://formspring.me/KaunisSuicide

What's the best thing that happened to you in 2010?

2011-01-19T00:27:00.001-08:00

Discovering Yuya Matsushita <3 (2010.12.31)

Ask me anything

Why did you change your name? Why are you now vegetarian?

2011-01-19T00:26:00.001-08:00

What name? My birthname? I never liked my birthname. I plan on changing my name legally to the one I use online. I was a vegetarian in lNovember 2005 and became a vegan in early 2006. You just noticed!?

Ask me anything

formspring.me

2011-01-17T08:53:00.001-08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/KaunisSuicide

3 day horoscope :)

2011-01-13T05:24:00.000-08:00

Hello My Lovelies,

I found my horoscope interesting and thought I'd share:

Wednesday 2011. 01. 12:

Although your day may be flowing smoothly, you still want more freedom today. Thankfully, your workday might allow you more opportunity than usual to try something new. If you take a risk and let others know what you need, you might be pleasantly surprised with the outcome. Don't close yourself off to unrealized possibilities before you even explore your options.

Thursday 2011. 01. 13:

The pressure to do something creative continues to build and you are motivated to take a risk to make something big happen. But instead of trying to shift gears and change into a production artist overnight, it may be to smarter now to fulfill your obligations and stick with your current course of action. You can always find ways to express your originality without turning your life upside down.

Friday 2011. 01. 14:

You may have a unique approach in dealing with someone who has a very different perspective than you. Initiating a serious dialogue today could change the way you view the situation. What others think about you is less important than how you feel about yourself. Don't avoid an intense interaction, for it can teach you a critical lesson about self-acceptance.

25 Day Challenge: Day 2- Your Thoughts On Death

2011-01-12T04:22:00.000-08:00

7:15am

Hello My Lovelies!,

     Growing up Catholic (or at least that's what I was supposed to be, I had a twisted form of Catholicism as I call it), I was taught that when we die, God sort of processess our life and decides whether we go to Heaven or Hell (or at least that's what I remember). I was always uncomfertable with that for some un-known reason.

    I went through a time where I believed in re-incarnation, and really believed that all the bad we go through in this life is because in our past lives we did bad things..so these bad things just accumilate (for late of a better word) and it was up to us to be better people, liberate ourselves of the cycle of life (re-incarnation) and go to Heaven. I didn't believe in a fiery, eternal, damn-ing Hell. I believed that staying on Earth and constantly being re-born into a different being (depending on your karma) was hell in itself. Think about it, what's worse than not being let into Heaven and being kicked out of Hell? Being on Earth forever, seeing all your loved ones die, seeing times pass and change and you have no other option but to deal with it.

   I now believe that when we die, we wait. Than we are judged by God and he chooses where we go. And that's it. No befores, no afters, no re-incarnations. (Babies and small children that die, however are sent straight to Heaven, that includes aborted children, without having to wait)

I wish I could of explained that better :/

I'll re-try some other time.

A.S.I.S.,
Dia <3

If All You Need Is A Bit Of A ''PUSH''

2011-01-10T09:04:00.000-08:00

SOME OF US...JUST NEED A BIT OF MOTIVATION...DON'T STOP BELIEVING IN YOURSELF!!

THIS SONG HELPS ME THROUGH A LOT WHEN I'M FEELING DOWN:

Lyrics:

Lyrics to Broken :
Wake up to a sunny day
not a cloud up in the sky,
then it starts to rain
My defenses hit the ground, And they shatter all around.
So open and exposed.

I found strength in the struggle. Face to face with my trouble.

Chorus
When you're broken in a million little pieces and you're tryin but you cant hold on anymore. Every tear falls down for a reason. Don't you stop believing in your self. When you're broken.

Little girl don't be so blue, I know what you're goin through. Don't let it beat you up. Heaven knows that getting scars only makes you who you are...only makes you who you are.

No matter how much your heart is aching, there is beauty in the breaking....yeeeaaaahhh

Chorus
When you're broken in a million little pieces and you're tryin but you cant hold on anymore. Every tear falls down for a reason. Don't you stop believing in yourself. When you're broken.

Bridge
Better days are gonna find you once again every piece will find its place!

Chorus
When you're broken in a million little pieces and you're tryin but you cant hold on anymore. Every tear falls down for a reason. don't you stop believin in your self When you're broken.

25 Day Challenge: Day 1- One Fact For Every Year You've Been Alive

2011-01-09T22:58:00.000-08:00

I'll start off by saying that I just woke up and my mood is:

Weird huh? I'm working on keeping it that way. Anywho, my previous entry, the 25 day challenge looks so much fun! So I'll be doing one every other day until I'm finished! :)

This is day one:

One interesting fact for every year you've been alive.

1. I've never had a best mate.
2. I'm the youngest of 5 children.
3. I've wanted a nose job since about age 6.
4. I'm the only child from my parents' relationship.
5. Every since I can remember I've always wanted to live in for a period of 6 months or spend the rest of my days in Japan.
6. I can name a dog's breed or breeds if it's mixed just by looking at it.
7. Ever since I was about 5, my number one complete, total and utter fascination has been Ancient Egypt.
8. I can't, for the life of me drink apple juice! I find it completly disgusting!, which is weird because growing up it was my favourite kind of juice!
9. At age 9, was the last birthday party I ever had.
10. According to my mother, (and my first pediatrician who was Indian) my first language was an East Indian language.
11. I love to dance choreographed moves, but rarely do it. I'm hoping on changing that this year :)
12. When I was 12, that was the last year I had a birthday cake.
13. I believe Michael Jackson is THE best musician of all time. Hands Down.
14. When I was 14, that was the year I started seeing people for who they really were, and things for what they really were. The year I started to open my eyes, choose my friends wisely and started seeing who was toxic, who I should keep in my life and who needed to be kicked out.
15. I'm THE most honest, blunt, open-minded, keep-it-real person I can think of.
16. My favourite era of cinema is from silent films to the mid-1960s.
17. I suffer from severe coulrophobia.
18. I'm the only person I can think of that went to my highschool that to this day, has NOT been pregnant, had a child, misscarriage, abortion, had taken any pregnancy pills, been married, engaged to marry, tried smoking, drugs, alcohol, been in a gang; had gang-affilliation or any other bad thing you can think of.

(Yes..I am human, no I'm not a perfectionist and no I don't think I'm better than anyone else.)

19. My 19th year of life was not a good one.
20. Neither was my 20th, it was actually worse than my 19th, but that was the year that I decided I was going to change. Come hell or high water, my life is MINE and no one elses...MINE, and I was going to live it for me and do me whether anyone liked it or not. :D
21. And finally, I turned 21 without ever having a sip of alcohol, beer, wine, champagne or what have you! Yay-ness!!
________________________________________________________________________
I told you I keep it real. This was day 1 :)
Feel free to do this..it's fun!! :D

A.S.I.I.,

Dia <3

25 Day Challenge :)

2011-01-09T04:00:00.000-08:00

25 Day Challenge

Borrowed from: TifffanyGenise who borrowed it from VixiPixi

day 1 - one interesting fact for every year you’ve been alive
day 2 - your thoughts on death
day 3 - your thoughts on religon
day 4 - your most significant childhood memory
day 5 - discuss your feelings on the word “love” and the way it’s used in today
day 6 - your all time favorite movie
day 7- talk about your idol and how they influence you
day 8 - ten things you’d like to say to ten different people, without using names
day 9 - your favorite blog
day 10 - a picture of your favorite relative
day 11 - your biggest fear
day 12 - a picture of the place where you were born
day 13 - discuss your first kiss
day 14 - your thoughts on drugs and alcohol
day 15 - your celebrity crush
day 16 - ten things that make you smile and a picture of yourself smiling
day 17 - discuss your greatest fear and your greatest dream
day 18 - a picture of your best friend
day 19 - a picture of yourself and someone you don’t actually like
day 20 - talk about where you go/went to high school
day 21 - a picture of your first boyfriend/girlfriend
day 22 - a time you felt like ending your own life
day 23 - your biggest regret
day 24 - a picture of you when you were younger
day 25 - a picture of your all time favorite band.

Dream Analisation #1: The Cat && The Microwave

2011-01-08T22:54:00.000-08:00

**Note: All names of humans are linked..feel free to click them!!**

Hello My Lovelies,

Tiffany Genise (a Tumblr blogger & FB mate) has inspired me to analise my dreams. My dreams are usually what I'm thinking about right before or as I fall asleep and I usually don't remember them when I wake up. The dreams I do remember are usually the creepy or scary ones. FML. I usually have 2 or more dreams a night, I read somewhere that the average dream last about 20 minutesBut for some reason there are 4 that I remember vividly. Here is one, I'll call ''the cat and the microwave''.

Bette Noir, my widdle Princess

A couple of weeks ago, I dreamt something horrible! I dreamt that I was in my kitchen preparing hot chocolate. I put the soy milk and chocolate in a cup, stir and am going to put it the microwave. I don't know what was going on with the microwave, but I think it wasn't working properly because instead of putting the hot chocolate in for a little bit of time like I'm supposed to, I put it for MUCH longer than it needed to be!!

Anywho, I put the cup in the microwave and leave the microwave door open and turn around to do grab my mobile, I had recieved a text message and after I reply to the message I turn around and close the microwave door and plug in 10 minutes. (Im serious..10 minutes for hot chocolate!!)Anywho, so I can't recall what I did in those 10 minutes, but after the microwave stops, I open it and there's no smoke or anything, just...my cat Bette standing by the cup with her left eye almost coming out of it's socket and the right side of her mouth almost showing all the teeth as if that side of her mouth had melted. But she was still alive!...(if you've read Edgar Allan Poe's ''The Black Cat'' this may seem familiar, considering my cat Bette is all black like his Pluto)

And I just stand there horrified and cry and scream hysterically. I had microwaved my cat!! Apparently what happened was, she crawled in there while I turned to answer the text and I didnt notice when I closed the door, she didn't meow or anything!

Here is the analisation I got from the site TiffanyGenise uses:

Cat:
To see a cat in your dream, symbolizes an independent spirit, feminine sexuality, creativity, and power. It also represents misfortune and bad luck. The dream symbol has different significance depending on whether you are a cat lover or not. The cat could indicate that someone is being deceitful or treacherous toward you. If the cat is aggressive, then it suggests that you are having problems with the feminine aspect of yourself.If you are afraid of the cat in your dream, then it suggests that you are fearful of the feminine. The dream may be a metaphor for "cattiness" or someone who is "catty" and malicious. If you see a cat with no tail, then it signifies a loss of independence and lack of autonomy.

To dream that a cat is biting you, symbolizes the devouring female. Perhaps you are taking and taking without giving. You may be expressing some fear or frustration especially when something is not going as planned. If you dream that a cat is scratching you, then it suggests that you are feeling threatened.

To see a black cat in your dream, indicates that you are experiencing some fear in using your psychic abilities and believing in your intuition. You may erroneously associate the black cat with evil, destruction, and bad luck. In particular, if the black cat is biting, clawing or attacking you, then the dream means that you must acknowledge what your intuition is trying to tell you. You can no longer ignore it. Do not be afraid to face the situation. If you see a white cat, then it denotes difficult times.

Microwave
To see a microwave in your dream, represents your quick thinking and quick-action. You need to consider new and better way of doing things.

Text Message
To dream that you are sending or receiving a text message, represents your connection to others and your network of friendships. The dream may also elude to romance.

Hot Chocolate
To make or drink hot chocolate in your dream, symbolizes contentment, warmth and love.

My understanding:

The part about the black cat I don't understand, Bette didnt bite, scratch, meow or attack me, she just sat there.The microwave part having to do with what happened to Bette I understand. The text and hot chocolate make no sense. My dreams are officially retarded....or I'm just rusty when it comes to this. I don't know.

My Personal Analises:

I don't have one. :/

What are your thoughts?

Website used:DreamMoods
Tunes: ''Last Snow'' by Yuya Matsushita (My Current Love && Obsession)

New Year...But Not A New Me...A BETTER Me!! :)

2011-01-05T15:48:00.000-08:00

   Hello, My Lovelies!!,

      I hope you all had a LOVELY and MERRY Christmas and a WICKED New Years!

      I already told you about my Christmas but I forgot to mention that I purchased the cutiest quilt and some other stuff at Target. (Will post in the next post)

     I took lots of pictures of the snow for my California mate Bryan who would give his soul for snow..but refuses to get on an aeroplane and come to NY. (lol).

    I wanted to post them on my Facebook, but why not share it with all of you aswell? The only thing that irritates me is having to copy, watermark EVERY SINGLE picture and make EACH one smaller and upload EVERY SINGLE one to Blogger and than adjust them..and well, you know...I'm lazy. (LOL)

   So I'll just upload them and hope that no one takes them and uploads them to their own flickr without my permission..cos that would..suck. LOL
(Speaking of flickr, I've reached my limit..and now have to purchase an account -_-'')

   I decided last year (2010, In case you are lost) that 2011 was going to be different. I'm 21 years old and have NOTHING to show for it. It's depressing AND sad. It's only the 5th but I'm making plans beh beh!!

So far I've:

-Called my healthcare plan to change my eye doctor.
-I'm calling my dentist in the morning to make an appointment.
-I'm going to my regular doctor the day after tomorrow to get a check-up (partly because I'm long overdue, partly because I've decided to take better care of my health, and partly because my Mum needs it for her business)

-I've started to clean my room now! (you can see the floor and everything now!..LOL..that reminds me I MUST change those fugly tiles!!)

- Starting tomorrow, I'm going to limit my computer use to: Facebook, Twitter, Itunes, Youtube, Blogger and the once a month Myspace checks.

-Go on Monday to the school and sign up for the pre-tests.
- Also starting tomorrow, I'm going to clean my eyes 3 times a day like my current eye doctor said. I've been mega slacking on that!!

   I really want my infection to go away so I can get contacts. And new glasses! I've had these same glasses since 2004/2005..with the SAME lenses!! -_-'' I was supposed to get new ones in January, but I didnt want to get new ones with an infection. Didn't seem right.

I want these:

And check this out:

What do you think??

Anywho, since 2011 brings a better me, I've decided to be more positive. Check out what I IM'd a former schoolmate of mine. She wanted to go job searching this morning but decided not to because she had no one to go with:

''If its something you really want you shouldnt wait for anyone or for their opinons..let alone ask for them...live life dont let life live you!!''

(I meant that in the general sense ofcourse!!)

I don't think she read it..:/

That inspired..something else which I was writing in my private journal, which inspired this blog entry!!, In my journal I wrote:

''It's sad that there are people out there that can't see others happy && bettering themselves. People that spend their lives being negative && putting other people down. Lift up your head and keep on walking...there are people out there that would give the world to see you fall...don't give them that pleasure.....they are nothing but a small thing.

Toxic people suck.''

Only thing I need to figure out now is....how to stop writing 2001....I do that when I mean to write 2011...LOL.

Have a blessed one! :)

And So It Is,

Dia

Joyeux Noël!! :)

2010-12-29T08:30:00.000-08:00

Hello, My Lovelies!

I hope you all had a lovely Christmas!! :)

Do you all remember that blog entry I wrote about wanting to make Christmas 2010 memorable? Or how I wrote it in December and came up with all those ideas in December? Yeah, well...I've decided that from now on, I have to plan everything at the very least 2 months in advanced! My Christmas wasn't so ''Joyeux''. I stayed up all morning and my brother and niece woke up almost at 10. Krystal had already opened up most of her presents and only had one un-opened that my Mum's friend brought her. (I guessed what it was before she opened it!!) My dad was making his signature Christmas dish (to sell, not to eat) and my mother was still asleep (like she has been for the last 3 or 4 Christmas-es). I truly did not expect to get anything because, well..1. People are clueless about what I like (even though it's in their faces!) and 2. I never get anything for Christmas :'(

I saw the gifts my brother purchased for me the night before and he didn't even wrap them, he pretended to wrap them and handed them to me:

An Mp3 player and a speaker (in PINK!!)

He wanted to go to Borders, but later said no :( So I ended going present shopping with my mother and her mate. I, stupidly didnt put a hoodie under my coat and I was cold (not to mention, I don't wear hats and my scarf has disappeared!!), so I saw a cute scarf and I purchased it. We went to a toy shop and she purchased lots of toys for the children in her daycare. (Some that are not even IN her daycare, which I told her that she didn't have to purchase presents for them..but ofcourse she doesnt listen). She didnt even wrap them..she just handed the presents to the only 2 people that came to get them. And what did they do?? Stay and play, when they should of just left. I don't know when they left because, I was exhausted and went to sleep.

I didnt take any pics of us on Christmas because, no one was properly dressed and I'm not posting ''tore-up'' people on my blog..errr..sorry..not going to happen!! :p

But I did take pics of my presents and what I purchased for my kitty Bette!! :)

Want to see??

Here's my stuff:

Aside from the picture above, I recieved:

These were from my niece's mother:

Sweats:

These I purchased myself:

Inside:

Tote Bag w/ PINK stitching from North Face:

Bette's present:

This one is my fave picture:

Is it me or does she look like a Scorpion here!?:

Here's a better one:

Here are some other things I purchased at Target on the 26th:

I suck at taking pictures of things..did you notice??!!

The one on the left, was purchased because I spent 20 seconds of my life watching E! and it came on. The one on the right was recommended by Shayla :)

And finally:

Next entry: Blizzard/Christmas-time 2010.....

xx,

DIA

Filler Entry #2: Alphabet

2010-12-23T07:42:00.000-08:00

Hello, my Lovelies! :)

Here's Another filler entry:

Concept from: Tiffany Genise (Yes, it's a link)

A - Age: 21 :)
B - Bed size: Twin -__-
C - Chinese Food Dish: Vegetable chop suey with white rice (minus the tons of onions,plus extra sauce!)
D - Dentist name: Dr...something..LOL
E - Early Bird or Night Owl? Night owl, thats for sure
F - Favorite color: Cerulean <3
G - Gold or Silver: Silver
H - Height: 5’0 and self-conscience
I - Ink as in tatto’s you have: None at the moment.
J - Job : If only I could get payed to be fabulous :/
K - Kitchen Meal or Restaurant? Restaurant
L - Living arrangements: In a flat..with my cat (not meant to rhyme)
M - Month of birth: November <3
N - Nicknames: Dia
O - On time or late: Im always running late..but working on it.
P - Pet Peeve: People that talk smack without knowing all the facts! (Ha! I should do an entry about my pet peeves!)
Q - Quote:"Una mujer debe saber cómo parecer una chica, cómo actuar como una dama y cómo pensar como un hombre" ---David ''Cheka'' Lozada

English Translation: ''A woman should know how to look like a woman, how to act like a lady and how to think like a man''--David ''Cheka'' Lozada

R - Right or left handed: Ambidextrous :)
S - Siblings: 3 brothers, 1 sister. (All older, All half)
T - Time you wake up: When the sun is still down.
U - Urgent thing on your to do list: Stop having people control me.
V - Vegetable you dislike: Cauliflower (I mean really!? WTH!?)
W - Wishing for: Motivation
X - X-rays you’ve had: Neck X-Ray
Y - Yummy food you make: Green Bean Casserole <3
Z - Zoo Favorite: Animal? Giant Panda!!

IT'S A REDDDDDDDDDDDDD PANDA!! (insider)

NO MOTHER F***** IT'S A FRIGGIN' RACCOON!! :P

xoxo,
Dia

A Little Something For An Old Mate

2010-12-23T06:46:00.000-08:00

Hello, my Lovelies!,

I'm following a lot of blogs. Like 8, (those ofcourse I follow through Blogger, not BlogLovin'), but for some reason everyone blogs on Tumblr. :/ So, today I decided to catch up on some of them and I came across an entry on an old HS mate of mine,George. He blogged one called: ''I really wish my eyes were closed''

I can't leave comments on Tumblr so I'm answering it here.
Hope I helped somehow.

Entry:

One thing I won’t understand about myself is:

Why God gave me the curse of a good and forgiving heart? I always give, give, give and never get in return… I’m beyond sick and tired of this… I’m being used and abused… I see it… And still I let it happen… Why?

I really wish my eyes were closed…

My Reply:

I personally believe that as humans we are no one to question God. The only being that knows exactly what he is doing, 100% of the time is God. I believe that everything he does, everything he puts us through is a test. A test to show our faith, and our love for him. At the end of every test there is a lesson. Some people don't see these lessons until years later when they think back on that event.

I went through a lot during my teen years, even an brief period of agnosticism. But now I realise that it was all a test of my faith, and now that I know better. I look back on those times and know the lessons learned.

No one is perfect, because if we were, we'd be like God and God is ONE.

What I'm trying to say is that you are this way for a reason, it's not a curse. Personally, I think you're this way..so you can learn who to trust and confide in and who you want and need in your life. Toxic people are vicious. (but that's a separate entry). Don't expect anything in return when you forgive or do something for someone, no matter how big or how little. That's how you get disappointed. Also, don't say ''Well, I did *this* for you that one time..you so owe me''..that's not only messed up, but uncool. It may seem difficult at first, but you'll get used to it after a while.

Try and be the bigger person in everything. Even in your own head.
The more you believe you are, the easier it will be for you.

And remember, I'm here :)

FB me anytime, ask for my email.

xoxo,
Dia :)

My Christmas Wishlist

2010-12-18T12:21:00.000-08:00

Hello My Lovelies!

I may be a bit late because Christmas is literally next door...but I get lazy...so..sorry...but I thought I'd share my Christmas wishlist with all 2 of you. (LOL). Before you ask....

1) Prices range. I made this list with NO intention of having anyone else other than yours truly purchase anything.

2) Things noted as ''highest'' are what I want the most.

3) There are lots of things on there, in case anyone did want to get me something

4) There are gift cards (for those of you that are like me and are horrible at gift giving)

Check out the entire wishlist here:

Here are some things that are marked ''highest'':

xx,
DIA

Christmas Time Is Approaching....

2010-12-16T05:26:00.000-08:00

Hello My Lovelies!,

Christmas time is almost here and I can't help but wonder how other people in other cities and countries celebrate Christmas. My family is not a very traditional family. Truth be told, last Christmas, is one I do not recall, but 2008, I do. My niece Krystal was here and we went to see the tree at Rockefellar Centre for the first time (in actuality it was also my first time). It was a lovely sight!! I didn't sleep, not because I anxiously waited for Christmas (or Santa!) but because I was the one that wrapped the presents for Krystal. She opened them, my parents were asleep and didnt wake until around 2pm, so it was only her, my brother and I. Later that night we went to see the tree! I have pictures! (but that's at the end of the blog)

I want this Christmas to be different.

I find it a bit for lack of a better word..cooky...that the ONLY non-Christian in the home (yours truly) is the one that would like some form of a traditional Christmas. A tree, cookies, a sit-down-at-the table-together family meal, decorating the tree, opening presents together and lots of pictures type of Christmas.

I know you may be asking ''But Dia, if you aren't Christian, why would you of ALL people want a traditional Christmas?"

I've never had a traditional Christmas.
I don't celebrate Christmas because of Jesus (pbuh), because I am not Christian, I celebrate it for the spirit of it, the closeness during the Holidays, the merry-ness (is that a word??)

I do not plan on living here in the next four years, therefore I will be away from my family and will most likely not be celebrating anything Christmas related. I know there are a lot of Christmas-es from here to there but I want to make THIS one special. I want to try and bring some happiness and cheer into my home. ESPECIALLY FOR THE NEW YEAR!.The things is, I'm personally trying to make a change for the better, and I've personally convinced myself that in order to start 2011 fresh, I MUST start ''radical'' transitions in 2010. But that's just me.

How do you all celebrate Christmas? What are your plans for the new year?

Pictures of Christmas 2008:

My niece Krystal:

The Tree @ Rockefeller Centre!!:

The Snowflakes! (I LOVE Snowflakes!!):

The flags at Rockefellar Centre:

Another tree picture!! :)

Hope you enjoyed!! :)

xx,

Dia

P.S. This entry was written on the 1st of December but I kept getting the width of the pictures too small or too big..I grew tired of fixing them and not updating the blog, so I left them like that. Sorry.

Filler Entry #1

2010-12-11T10:32:00.000-08:00

Hello, My Lovelies!

I have lots to post...with lots of pictures...but this will have to do for now..Im a bad, bad blogger!! *hits hand* Pretty much defines me since my last blog entry:

For those of you that don't read small text, or find it irritating, it says:

''It's like every time someone goes right in my life someone somewhere says. ''OH, SHE LOOKS HAPPY. LET'S FUCK UP HER LIFE A LITTLE MORE.''

Pardon my French, merely keeping it real.

Blog topics coming up:

''Christmas Time is Approaching''

''It's been 9 years.....''

''Toxic People''

''Am I classy or old-fashioned''

''My Christmas Wishlist''

''Is Hip-Hop Evil?''

''Bette Noir <3''

''BucketList''

(Blogs will NOT be posted exactly in that order)

A.S.I.I.,

xoxo

Dia

10 Things, 10 Desires

2010-11-30T03:31:00.000-08:00

NOTE: There's no sense in writing about my Thanksgiving, my family is not very festive. How was yours??
I hope all my American mates had a lovely Thanksgiving! :).

Hello my Lovelies!,

     I've always been a very blunt, honest and open-minded perosn, but more so very je ne sais pas, at one with myself (for lack of a better explanation). More free..if you will. I'm a dreamer. There are so many things I want to try. There are so many things I want to try, to accomplish. I don't want to be on my deathbed and have nothing but regrets and what-ifs. They say you see your life flash before your eyes before you die, I want to make my flashes worth watching. I want to watch mine with a smile and say: ''Oh yes!..that was wicked!!'' and ''I remember that!!'' etc etc.

    I actually have a bucketlist (or rather, random papers lying randomly around of which I started writing whenI was 19), when I put them together and make a definitve list, I'll be sure to post! :)

   But there are 10 (non-school related) things that I've always wanted to do since I was a little girl:

1. Go to Egypt and study there.

2. Become an Egyptologist.

3. Live 6 months in India and 6 months in Japan

4. Become a champion figure skater

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5. Purchase a nice house somewhere tropical

6. Travel to far away places and take pictures of ''the realness'' of these places

(that means, the parts that most people avoid and don't get to see because they stay in resorts and such)

7. Get my disorder under control.

8. Become a Flight Attendant

9. Find at least one person to be close to.

10. Have my parents say: ''I'm proud of you''.

I don't ask for much :p

Ok....fine 1 or 2 school related things.....
What are your 10?

xx,
Dia

'Tis My BurfffDay Todaii!! :)

2010-11-19T13:09:00.000-08:00

Please pardon the title..I'm in a good mood *ebonics mode turned OFF*

1;36PM
19 Nov 2010
OFFICIALLY 21!!

EDIT: This entry was posted the day AFTER my birthday!!...I was born the 18th of November NOT the 19th!!

Hello my Lovelies!! :)

I am sitting on my sofa writing this and I wanted to share that YESTERDAY was my birthday!! I am now OFFICIALLY 21 years old!!. What does this mean!? Well, when I turned 18, it meant I was legally an adult (although I wasnt treated as such) I could legally vote, get into a nightclub and purchase cigarettes (I did 2 out of 3), but now that Im 21, I'm OFFICIALLY an adult and I actually matter in this country (at least legally). It also means that I can now not only legally vote, purchase cigarettes and get into a nightclub, but I can now legally drink and gamble...so not much has changed.

I dont know about you all, but perhaps it's because I was born later in the year but it's not at least until mid-April of the following year (as n 2011) that I feel like my new age. I still feel like Im 20.

As far as the things I've mentioned, I'm not really a party girl and Im not a clubber. It's just not in me. Perhaps once and a while I may go to a party, a concert or to see my favourite artist performing at a club, but as far as going clubbing every weekend or every other weekend, NO. That's my brothers' vibe not mine. I don't even drink soft drinks!! I don't drink, at all, no beer, alcohol, champagne, wine or even any chocolates with the alcohol in them. (Can someone please explain to me what that's all about!?). It's personal, health wise and religiously. It's just not my thing..a healthy liver,is a sexy liver and a sexy liver is a FANTABULOUS liver. We are bffs. My lungs however..that's a different story.

I dont smoke, so don't go off on me. What I meant was that I've been around smokers my ENTIRE life (sadly) and I've been severely exposed to sexond-hand smoke. (severely is my word not a doctor's). My sister smokes, my father smokes and my brother smokes, not to mention all the smokers that would come over to my house and the smoke I'd be exposed to outside the home. -_-''. Being the only person in my family with an open mind, and the only person that doesnt get carried away and follows someone else's example....not to mention a person that's in control of her own thoughts....I've always known smoking was bad. Therefore I've never smoked nor do I plan to. YUCK!!

Drugs, that's another no-no in my book. First let me just say that YES!, pot is a drug!! I've never been a drug user, it's not my thing. Drugs are bad, and I'm not bad..so no not this chick. I'm so much better than that. I'm not going to ruin my life with drugs. My life isnt perfect or even anywhere near something remotely similar to perfect..but I dont want to make it a disaster with drugs. I'm good, thanks!.

Don't get me wrong, when I was in college, a ''mate'' of mine came to class smelling like pot and high (-_-'') and somehow sneaked the pot into the school (this city obviously needs to re-evaluate their security system, asap!). Anywho after lunch, she while still high, offered me some...I ofcourse declined, but realised that she's not exactly my cup of tea in the mate department and slowly but surely stopped talking to her. We have each other on Facebook, but we don't talk. Drugs aren't my thing. I would rather live in a drug free world, but obviously, that's not going to happen (at least not in my lifetime) so if you CHOOSE to do drugs, whatever..just take it over there...don't bring it over here, don't offer me any.

Person 1: Want some?
Person 2: No, Thanks!
Person 1: Oh come on!, Everyone's doing it!
Person 2: If Everyone's doing it, why don't you offer it to someone else?

Enough Said.

In fact, I'll be completely honest. I only have one vice:

LOL. That's what my father gave me as a birthday present, 5 ice teas, a pint of ice cream and 20 USD. I kid you not...and he sung ''Happy Birthday''. Technically I didnt get any presents or anything for my birthday. Didn't really do much, as I'm not used to celebrating my birthday in anyway. I wanted to go ice skating..but that didnt happen..so I just sat here and wrote depressing tweets -_-''. That's about it. But Im 21, and in the new year there will be a new me!..so 22 is going to be sooooo much better.

Lastly, I want to thank EVERYONE that said ''Happy Birthday'' on Facebook! (yes, I'm going to name them all...in order):--feel free to skip this part--

I liked and thanked them all individually but they time out of their day to say it, so it's only right that they get a shout out! :)

Here we go: Kristin S.,Johly S.,Hüseyin, Steve A., Wenshely, Bryan C, Diana O,Lulimarie,Robert V, Antonio B, Julissa M, Marisa L. (and thanks for the song!),Craig P.,Yoshet, Thelema, Joseph M.,Seidi,Katelyn O.,Maria M.,Kat G.,Jeanette L.,Yomairi.,L-A D.,Michael O., Rashida.,Ana J.,Reanne,Constanza,Morgan T.,Larissa L.,Bryan P. (aka my ButtahKnuckt)

My sissy-poo Carmen <3, Saiful, Bernadette, Rosangel M., (and congrats on the new baby!/felicidades en tu bendicion!!), Cassie, Vicky, Felina, Sheila, Nymaris, Lily L., Hi Def., Samantha G., Moussa, Samantha Q.,Karen, Vanessa, Patry, Erica, Mounir, Kali (my Welsh Sister), Dariel, Derek L., Rachel V., the lovely ladies from Love Dove Shop, Enidza,Genesis,Ricardo, Stephanie K., Sade,Olivia,Mychell,Nineiz,Stanley...

Daisy F., (who's birthday is tomorrow!), Jackie, Daisy O., Deborah,Aubrey, Mileisy, Yeshikka, Andrea B., Olga <3, Desi, Jennifer P. <3, Jazmin, Lisa, my cousin Julissa, Keith, cousin Crislaura,Ornella, Doralis,Teyonna,Frank, Kayla,Muirton, Saul el Sabroso ;), my online sissy poo Angela! Hector (who's my birthday twin) and finally Thelema (again) for that last little thing she wrote!

*phew*

And everyone I know that is my birthday twin:
Hector, Mr. Justin F.,Maybelline , BellaSoChic (on twitter), TornadoLiese and everyone else I suck at remembering :/ Oh....and everyone that said bappy bday on twitter!: Gema, Bella So Chic (hope you had a great one!), and EditixJen!!

But especially Pauu! :)

Gracias por las felicitaciones y por ayudar!! :)
TQM! :D

I didnt get what I really wanted for my birthday...but..we can't all get what we want...right? :/ It's okay, I'm staying positive and working on getting it November 2011!! :)

Here's my ending...finally..

A.S.I.I.,

Dia ''The Birthday Princess!'' :)
3:46pm

Tunes:''Lejana Tierra Mia'' by: Carlos Gardel (The King Of Tango)

Poppin' The Blogger Cherry!

2010-10-30T16:57:00.000-07:00

'Erlooooo my Lovelies!, Welcome! This is my first OFFICIAL blog entry! Yay Us!

Being a random person..that has..well, random thoughts I'd figure I'd occassionally share them with you. I'm writing something that will be put in my private journal and a thought came to mind that I updated on my Facebook.

Random Thought:

''Pretty men are meant for eye candy and nothing more..just stare and fanticise...they arent meant to be husbands, boyfriends or babysdaddys...sorry..but its the truth that's why a certain FB friend of mine is a divorced single father.....too pretty for his own good! :) ''

Don't worry, he won't see that. What do you think??

A.S.I.S.,

Dia

Tune: ''Celos'' by Marc Anthony (Salsa)

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2010-10-30T15:18:00.000-07:00

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A.S.I.S,

Dia

:)

Shameless Video Plug #1

2010-10-30T12:53:00.000-07:00

Hello my Lovelies!! And welcome to my blog!

I do not consider this my first official entry because it's a shameless video plug. But the next entry will be! :)

Meanwhile, please take a look at this video, which I enjoyed and I thought you may enjoy as well.
It's the intro to the ''Double Trouble'' mixtape.

Shameless Link Plug:

Cheka's Website (DOWNLOAD THE MIXTAPE HERE!!)

Cheka's MySpace

Cheka's Facebook Fanpage

Cheka's Twitter

Fade's Twitter
Fade's Facebook Fanpage
Diamond Ear Managment (Facebook)
Diamond Ear Music (Twitter)

A.S.I.S,

Dia

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thank you for the follow sweet ^^

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*Sighs and Strokes Screen With Loving Eyes*

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Cult of Matsushita!! :P

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3 day horoscope :)

25 Day Challenge: Day 2- Your Thoughts On Death

If All You Need Is A Bit Of A ''PUSH''

25 Day Challenge: Day 1- One Fact For Every Year You've Been Alive

25 Day Challenge :)

25 Day Challenge

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Joyeux Noël!! :)

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Shameless Video Plug #1

Sighs and Strokes Screen With Loving Eyes